writing about my interracial marriage, my A.D.D and life's challenges.
10 Aug 2021 3 minute read 0 comments can-amcitizen
Hi everyone. well it has been 4 days of anxiety, worry and love. Two days ago my wife came to me and said lets talk . She said she forgives me and she knows that I love her. Its hard when you love so unconditionally and don't get the same back .That'...
6 Aug 2021 5 minute read 3 comments can-amcitizen
Well today is a tough day. Got into an argument with my wife and I am now sleeping on the couch(blow up mattress in Livingroom). We got into this argument two days ago and she told me she was done trying with me( it has been hard to live with me, it...
1 Aug 2021 5 minute read 0 comments can-amcitizen
Hi everyone. It is 5:30 pm where I am right now, in half an hour I have to wake up my wife. She sleeps now mostly during the day because about two years ago we had a bad neighbor. It started out as just a lot of people going to his place . He was...
29 Jul 2021 4 minute read 0 comments can-amcitizen
Hi everyone , today has been an interesting day. I got up at 6 am to get on my trading account, I use my own scans to look for stock. So I have a couple I use everyday. One I use is price at or under $10.00( only have $500 in it) with volume of at l...
25 Jul 2021 2 minute read 0 comments can-amcitizen
Hi everyone. Today was a sad, but happy day if that makes sense. It was my sister's celebration of life gathering in Canada. I live in the U.S so I could not be there in person. I was going back and forth in my head if I should ask someone to zoom m...
22 Jul 2021 2 minute read 0 comments can-amcitizen
Hi, I am back today because today is a good example of how love will over take any situation if you use love to guide yourself. I got up late this morning at around 9 am . I shaved my head as usual, then I left to get groceries. My wife has the weak...
22 Jul 2021 2 minute read 1 comment can-amcitizen
Today was a difficult day A.D.D wise. My mind was going like a porche , in 1000 different directions. I was like a wolf caught in a foot trap. I would start something and like 2 minutes later I was on to something else. Then my wife was having a flar...
17 Jul 2021 3 minute read 1 comment can-amcitizen
ok ,hi everyone . It is time for an update. I now found out that my brother-in-law is power of attorney over my mom. I mean really just over the money and property. my aunt who i trust has power of health care . He is not telling me anything at all....
5 Jul 2021 3 minute read 0 comments can-amcitizen
So it has been a week from my sisters passing .Its funny how some things make you reflect back on your life. Thats seems like all I do now is reflect . And in these moments we see clarity in our lives. I know now how life gets away from you. Your job...
24 Jun 2021 1 minute read 1 comment can-amcitizen
Last Tuesday my brother-in-law called me to tell me my sister was in the hospital , she had fallen down and hurt her back. I thought wow, how did she do that. Then what he told me next shocked me to my core. I thought what is he going to tell me next...
