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Night on Bald Mountain (a journey through hell into heaven)

29 Aug 2023 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"Burn your graves to the ground,Leave me handcuffed to the sky"Drive Your Brain Into The Sea   What do you do when you find yourself going down the wrong path?  When the temporary pleasures of dancing with the witches have proven to be a path to endl...

If Only Art Could Save Us

27 Aug 2023 6 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

End of Summer Poem It has been cool and rainyhere,because of all the hurricanes,tearingup the street. It reminds me of home,like fall inillinois,except the lemon treeis blooming,instead of sheddingleaves. I also think of Watertown,and the coldporchwi...

Ginger Rogers & The MGTOW Cthulhu

24 Aug 2023 7 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

“If I am mad, it is mercy!  May the gods pity the man who in his callousness can remain sane to the hideous end!”H.P. Lovecraft   Ever been drunk and looked back the next day at what you said and did and found it hard to believe?  "I said that?"  "I...

When Patience Becomes a Necessity

23 Aug 2023 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"Cover To Cover" is a 1975 short film by Michael Snow.  "When Patience Becomes a Necessity" is from the album Fabulous Dream. Thanks for listening. When Patience Becomes a Necessity And I for one am terrifiedof the big bad wolfand the bright blue sk...

Lezbollah Strikes!

16 Aug 2023 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

Militant lesbians from Lesbianon have threatened Israel from the north.  They have threatened to "destroy Israel," because, unlike their own gender ideology, Israel's sexuality "is real."  Overpaid idlers at the Pablo Smog Foundation, a think tank sp...

Searching For The Sugar, Man

13 Aug 2023 6 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"While the rain drank champagne,my Estonian Archangel came and got me wasted"Rodriguez   "The Weight" is a great song.  In fact it makes me kinda sad.  It reminds me what has been lost, and what has been thrown away.  I don't really want to talk abou...

Are You Happy, Mr. Superman?

10 Aug 2023 12 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

1.  Beginners Without End   "Not conservative master of one profession but the jack-of-all-trades by being the perpetual beginner."From The Amateur Manifesto   Western culture has become a city without green spaces.  Have you noticed?  A town without...

Lagoon of the Land of Palms

8 Aug 2023 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

Chott el Djerid (Arabic: شط الجريد Šoṭṭ el-Jarīd) is a large endorheic salt lake in southern Tunisia.  The name can be translated from Arabic into English as "Lagoon of the Land of Palms."  "A Portrait in Light and Heat" was filmed there by Bill Viol...

Resisting The Bum Doubts

4 Aug 2023 8 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"Hipness is death to the individual, andonly the individual is truly hip."Pablo Smog   I feel the need to add a caveat to my last article.  It's going to sound "negative," but it's only negative if it isn't true.  If it isn't true, there's nothing to...

Sparrows of Resistance

2 Aug 2023 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"The world changed so precipitously.  From this time forward, it was the painful theater of an animal struggled all out."AquaSixio   The muse has been colonized.  Not just my muse.  Your muse too.  Colonized.  Slaved.  Caved.  Un-braved.  De-brained....