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The Other Side of Goodbye

14 Nov 2023 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"In infinite still night the moon swam lowAnd saffron in a silver dusted sky;Beauty and sorrow hand in hand with slowSoft wings and soundless passage wandered by."William Noel Hodgson   William Noel Hodgson was a Lieutenant in the British Army, who w...

Farfour's List

11 Nov 2023 5 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

“But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, itwere better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.”Matthew 18:6   The Children of Farfour have reached the age of...

A Tolerant Brawl

10 Nov 2023 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"This Museum should serve to prevent hatred and genocide from occurring to any group now and in the future.  The daunting task was to create an experience that would challenge people of all backgrounds to confront their most closely-held assumptions...

The Opera of Disconsolate Ingratitude

8 Nov 2023 7 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"If you're smart talk before a drama formsThe world knows that violence brings violenceMany for their pride do not measure the consequences"Petare Barrio De Pakistán   1.  Medieval OGs vs. Islam & Communism Mexico has a bad reputation.  The exploits...

A Spider is Building a Web on My Van

6 Nov 2023 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

A spider is buildinga web on my van,like an unsung memberof the circusof sun It's not the first time—often I seethe guy lines set by other membersof his circusextending from my vanto the evergreen metropolisof chirping birdsabove It's a large web,as...

The Guilt Cartel

4 Nov 2023 3 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"International panicA universal panicIt is a global panicA universal panicPanic, panic, panic police, panic thieves, panic soldiers, panic governement, panic German government"Lee "Scratch" Perry   Thanks to the great influx of single, male, fighting...

3,000 Miles To Tijuana

30 Oct 2023 8 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"The world in which you seek to undo the mistakes that you made is different from the world where the mistakes were made."The Counselor   The first time I OD'd, I completely lost my sense of humor.  I'll tell the story another time, but recovery was...

Will You Be My Dirty Girl?

28 Oct 2023 8 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

“A man's face is his autobiography. A woman's face is her work of fiction.”Oscar Wilde   I've been juggling the sun & moon dichotomy my whole life.  Not in an occult, mystical way.  I'm talking about hair color.  Shall I choose light, or dark?  Sun o...

The Cultural Delete

25 Oct 2023 20 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness painsMy sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,"John Keats   I just woke up from a dream in which I'd been shot in the head 9 times but survived.  My perception wasn't damaged, but my ability to relate to peopl...

Invisible Manifesto For A Rising Outlaw Nation (Take 3)

18 Oct 2023 12 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"We were interested in not being considered professionals.  I still consider myself an amateur filmmaker rather than a professional.  Because professional means you do something for money, for a job.  And the root of the word 'amateur' is a love of s...