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pablosmoglives

Replacing my blog at http://pablosmoglives.wordpress.com


I am a heart

"I am a heart" is from my 2011 album Broken Bird.  The song also appears on the Dark Secret Places collection. "Filmarilyn" is a 1992 short film by Paolo Gioli. Thanks for listening. I am a heart I am a heartbroken fascistI am a heartbroken fascist...

Nathan Payne 1 minute read 23 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.03

Don't Point Your Broken Finger At Me

"Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth,but that which is good to the use of edifying, thatit may minister grace unto the hearers."Ephesians 4:29 Comprised mostly of uninteresting travel content from the "Runaway Truck Tour" in 2011...

Nathan Payne 3 minute read 22 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.02

Proverbs of Smog #85

Zelle: [email protected] Proverbs of Smog Chapter Eighty-Five 1. Whatever you're pushing, 2. I don't need it. 3. My guitar tone keeps me warm. 4. Does your dysfunction follow form? 5. Are you the psalm before the storm? 6. The weird befo...

Nathan Payne 2 minute read 22 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.01

Engine Only To The Moon

Zelle: [email protected] The Mexican army stopped forsodas At the Oxxo down thestreet I stood in line behind therifles, Combat boots and bodyarmor On a Coca-Coladowner;  I walked up to the counter I bumped my head on the feet Of the ceil...

Nathan Payne 1 minute read 20 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.02

Thus We Are Not Creatures?

"Where there is no meaning, we ourselves cancreate it. Thus we are not creatures,but creators. We are gods."Michael Aquino   So what you're saying is, man can only become a god in a vacuum of purpose and meaning.  Because I am an entitled, ungrateful...

Nathan Payne 3 minute read 17 Sep 2026 4 comments $0.06

Proverbs of Smog #84

Zelle: [email protected] Proverbs of Smog Chapter Eighty-Four 1. The night is nearly over. 2. The day will break 3. Out of its prison, 4. And the rain will be 5. Risen from the ground 6. And water the heavens with sound; 7. Only the carc...

Nathan Payne 1 minute read 14 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.06

Red Bird on a Barbed-Wire Fence

Zelle: [email protected] Red birdon a barbed-wirefence Rainclouds hanging out todry A dancing skeleton,a tree Sparrows drinkingdead mousetea, Readinga literature of feathers Under a clear graysky At the bottomof thesea, Where there isno...

Nathan Payne 1 minute read 13 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.01

Playing Through My Channel

The Arizona Deliverance Center in Phoenix changed my life. Or did it? Victorious Mark means well, and he's right.  But he misunderstands the reasons I wrote "My broken heart is my only weapon."  If you've followed this blog for any length of time, y...

Nathan Payne 2 minute read 11 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.04

Knife Material

"There's a girl in my headwho dreams that I am dead"Greaser Boy   When searching for a knife, it is important to have no idea what you're looking for.  Do you want to be gutted like a fish, or stabbed in the back when you least expect it?  Perhaps yo...

Nathan Payne 3 minute read 10 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.04

Mexican Baloney Smoke

Most gringos think Mexican baloney smoke is shady, criminal, and dangerous.  While it definitely can be shady, depending on the person distributing it, Mexican baloney smoke isn't really "lower" than American baloney smoke on the danger hierarchy of...

Nathan Payne 2 minute read 9 Sep 2026 0 comments $0.01