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Fallaste Corazón

20 hours ago 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"And you who thought you were the king of the whole worldAnd you were never able to forgiveAnd cruel and merciless you laughed at everythingToday you beg for love, even if it is out of pity"Fallaste Corazón   "Fallaste Corazón" is a song written in 1...

Negative Image

11 Jun 2024 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

It occurs to me that the sexual identity spectrum is a transhumanist phenomenon.  If you can reduce most important aspects of your inner human being to a series of unpronounceable, meaningless letters, it won't be long before you are able to discern...

The Fascists Are Coming

8 Jun 2024 12 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"We pass through our days with the freedom of a dogwho never reaches the end of its leash."Derrick Jensen   I had a friend who was into Infowars in '02-'03.  He was the kind of homeless computer expert who would sell his shoes for drugs or a piece of...

Tourists of Death

4 Jun 2024 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"I am a drug user!  I am unclean!"The Carrion Preacher   Kalifornia is a 1993 film in which David Duchovny and Michelle Forbes give Brad Pitt and Juliette Lewis a one-way ride to hell, by way of California.  Duchovny plays a writer who is writing a b...

The Heart I Know By Heart

31 May 2024 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"I fell into a burning ring of fireI went down, down, downAnd the flames went higher"Johnny Cash   I have a theory about love songs.  It isn't chiseled into stone, but it might be chiseled into chocolate.  It's edible.  You can melt it down and eat i...

Wrong-Way Escalator To Heaven

30 May 2024 4 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

“Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.”John 14:6   I haven't seen Miracle Mile in awhile, so I watched it tonight, starting about 20 minutes in.  It is full of iconic images and scenes,...

The Naked Militia

27 May 2024 6 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"Coconuts are incredible because they have many differentuses.  We can drink the water inside the coconut to stayhydrated, and the white flesh can be used forcooking, baking, or even as a snack."Jivesh Kumar   The WiFi on North Sentinel Island is ter...

Church of the Good Thief

24 May 2024 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"Prove there's no evil, and you can go."The Addiction   Justin X was one of the younger Millennial guys from the Verde Valley in Arizona, when I led a band there in 2015-2016.  He was a wreck.  Neurotic and insecure, he leaned on my girlfriend for em...

Wandering The Halls

21 May 2024 10 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

“Nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit withina man than a secure future.  The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure.”Christopher McCandless   There are 2 schools of thought regarding Christopher McCandless...

Dust Pablo

20 May 2024 3 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne

"Islam in man and rabies in dog are the same."User Du2hw   Dust Muhammad was a 16th-century Persian painter who moved to San Francisco to make psychedelic Rock & Roll posters.  His name means "Friend of Muhammad."  The Grateful Dead wrote a song abou...