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17 Sep 2026 3 minute read 4 comments Nathan Payne $0.06
"Where there is no meaning, we ourselves cancreate it. Thus we are not creatures,but creators. We are gods."Michael Aquino So what you're saying is, man can only become a god in a vacuum of purpose and meaning. Because I am an entitled, ungrateful...
14 Sep 2026 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.06
Zelle: [email protected] Proverbs of Smog Chapter Eighty-Four 1. The night is nearly over. 2. The day will break 3. Out of its prison, 4. And the rain will be 5. Risen from the ground 6. And water the heavens with sound; 7. Only the carc...
13 Sep 2026 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.01
Zelle: [email protected] Red birdon a barbed-wirefence Rainclouds hanging out todry A dancing skeleton,a tree Sparrows drinkingdead mousetea, Readinga literature of feathers Under a clear graysky At the bottomof thesea, Where there isno...
11 Sep 2026 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.04
The Arizona Deliverance Center in Phoenix changed my life. Or did it? Victorious Mark means well, and he's right. But he misunderstands the reasons I wrote "My broken heart is my only weapon." If you've followed this blog for any length of time, y...
10 Sep 2026 3 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.04
"There's a girl in my headwho dreams that I am dead"Greaser Boy When searching for a knife, it is important to have no idea what you're looking for. Do you want to be gutted like a fish, or stabbed in the back when you least expect it? Perhaps yo...
9 Sep 2026 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.01
Most gringos think Mexican baloney smoke is shady, criminal, and dangerous. While it definitely can be shady, depending on the person distributing it, Mexican baloney smoke isn't really "lower" than American baloney smoke on the danger hierarchy of...
6 Sep 2026 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.06
"The Lord is nigh unto them that are ofa broken heart; and saveth suchas be of a contrite spirit."Psalm 34:18 I like the sound of the chickens through the windowI don't know what they'retalking about, butThey seem relaxedLike mellow featherpillowsI...
4 Sep 2026 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.03
Zelle: [email protected] The soul is an organ. It must be exercised, And played. It's okay to be a Frayed, Around-the-edges Trainwreck, As long as it is true. I don't make anything For you. I make things to Survive: Poems. Songs. Excursi...
2 Sep 2026 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.02
Featuring The Lady Who Eats Songbirds, "Dirty Magazine" is from the album Slow-Burning Fun. Thanks for listening. Dirty Magazine My baby's on the telephone againshe don't never put it downso many times I've told herwe are only friendsbut she's still...
1 Sep 2026 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne $0.01
Zelle: [email protected] Proverbs of Smog Chapter Eighty-Three 1. I joined the world and traveled the circus 2. With the goil of me 3. Dreams. 4. We played the tables. 5. We frayed the seams. 6. We were unstable. 7. We drowned the mount...
