Want to write about War, Politics and Veterans. I don't like an "unjust" weight or balance. You don't have to like me or love me but you will get the point sooner or later.
25 Apr 2020 3 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
I try to be the most encouraging person despite the circumstances around me. I thought I had cried the worse cry ever. I was wrong. When I think of grueling, I think of a solider that has his whole lower body blone to pieces, while his intestines dra...
14 Apr 2020 2 minute read 1 comment Cthundathil
At a time around the world where fear dominates; a chance that we could all return to our mundane lives. Never thinking twice about the lives lost..... sacrifices made by Doctors worldwide nor the people on the front lines is relatively more scary th...
16 Feb 2020 1 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
Hi, I realized that some of writing is at times extremely heavy. Maybe you need a drink after it, or maybe you take a break from heavy reading. I wanted to provide the people who read about my journey something light..... Today is Sunday the 16th of...
12 Feb 2020 1 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
Part of living daily is understanding that some days are going to be extremely hard. As you know, I had MRI of the Cervical spine. No lesions or abnormal signals in this section. MS is ruled out. The Radiologist though found a right Pleural Effusion...
8 Feb 2020 2 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
I wish I had more good news for you. There are a couple of good things which I will BLEND with each test... We ventured to do the right heart catheterization. The pressures are normal... ZERO PULMONARY HYPERTENSION.... I am extremely grateful for t...
3 Feb 2020 1 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
Taking a shower last night and thinking about some things. An idea came to mind: "The Equal Commission". At a crossroads while I am trying to make sense of things.... this is what I have discovered. The world is a very unbalanced mess. Attorney's,...
2 Feb 2020 2 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
As in a football game, the players prepare themselves mentally and physically to be their very best state to win the game. This coming week for me I have labeled it, "Needle week". Tuesday begins with arm EMG. An EMG is to check nerve function and d...
2 Feb 2020 2 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
The Department of Veterans Affairs has cited so many times that suicide prevention is at the top of their list. Yet, time and time again the actions don't line up with their words. As you know civilian doctors in the private sector have taken over my...
31 Jan 2020 1 minute read 0 comments Cthundathil
To tell my story as it is and what has happened to me, with me is such a way that blame is not part of it. I can't assign responsibility for these things. That is not my job... I am all about people doing their job..... using normal intelligence for...
28 Jan 2020 1 minute read 2 comments Cthundathil
Looking away from myself to find something bigger to do, to discover.... to just be an average female that does what other women do.... I envy.... The woman at the store who can walk so gracefully that she seems to skate on ice... I envy... All the w...
