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11 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
Or … what I BELIEVE is the truth. I can’t be sure. That part was maybe the hardest of all. Or maybe the second hardest. My pride stung! I was led into this disaster of a relationship and that even with my eyes wide open! Why had I done that?? I began...
10 Nov 2022 6 minute read 2 comments Askov2
Things can’t keep escalating without a culmination. At some point things just can’t get any worse. There is probably some philosopher who has said something wise about that, and I would agree with him. During the fall the Bodyguard was very stressed....
9 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
As I wrote about in the previous posts, I found this guy, who totally swept my feet off the ground. First with this incredible lovemaking on a first date, later with a stream of affection, which I know now is called love-bombing. And I fell for it al...
8 Nov 2022 5 minute read 0 comments Askov2
So, the Bodyguard and I became a thing. I had no difficulties closing down the various dating apps and commit myself to this relationship. Afterall, I have a track record of monogamy and faithfulness for 29 years, so if I am committed, I am hundred p...
7 Nov 2022 4 minute read 0 comments Askov2
This is going to be a lot more difficult to write about. Not only did the Bodyguard break my heart, but there are also things that I am ashamed of, plus the fact that my pride was terribly hurt. And I am a place now, where I don’t even want to bother...
29 Oct 2022 6 minute read 3 comments Askov2
As I told in my previous post, I was still intrigued by the slaves, and even if the experience with the Actor, who wanted to be submitted to tickle-torture, and which just was weird for me, I wasn’t quite ready to let it go. I was chatting with this...
28 Oct 2022 4 minute read 2 comments Askov2
Like I mentioned in episode #9, the offers on this site were mindblowing. What ever urge you could imagine, there was somebody for you. And like I mentioned in that episode one specific aspect fascinated me, and I wanted to experiment a bit with that...
27 Oct 2022 6 minute read 2 comments Askov2
Up till now I had been rather lucky with my dating experiences. I had been ghosted once (by 29-year-old ADHD-guy, who didn’t ghost me on purpose, but because he ran into a depression), and I had only experienced rejection once. Oh, I totally forgot a...
26 Oct 2022 4 minute read 0 comments Askov2
Before I move on to the Caretaker who taught me a valuable lesson about lies, which I later stupidly ignored, I have to tell you two other stories. Just because they are fun. The first story is about a young man that I have written to for a while. He...
25 Oct 2022 5 minute read 0 comments Askov2
One particular thing after entering this dating site that really amazed me, was the amount of offers I got from young men. And I mean REALLY young! I couldn’t for my life figure out what those young men wanted with a middle-aged, menopausing, semi-fa...
