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23 Nov 2022 6 minute read 2 comments Askov2
I don’t think I ever had been so much in doubt of what to do. I could literally feel the tug in my heart, but I didn’t want to open up. It was no good, the age gap was way too big. We were not talking about 5 years. Or 10. We were talking about a 17-...
22 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
From that spring day in the end of March, where I met the Chef for the first time, we had been together many times. We were childfree in the same weeks, and if it was possible, he came visit me every other week. Sometimes twice a week, if we could ma...
21 Nov 2022 4 minute read 0 comments Askov2
The Slave and I did try to get a date arranged but coordinating my limited free time and his work schedule was very difficult. We found a time slot, and then his car broke down. Suspicious as I was, I asked for photo proof, and sure enough, there was...
20 Nov 2022 5 minute read 0 comments Askov2
As I have mentioned previously, the slaves in BDSM have ALL the power. I had been told that many times during my conversations on the sex-dating-site. I couldn’t really see that in the beginning, but with the 3 dates I have had with Cross-Eye and the...
19 Nov 2022 6 minute read 3 comments Askov2
It was the strangest thing to meet up with a man, whom I hadn’t seen for more than a year, and the last time I saw him, he was cuffed half-naked to a fence. I don’t know how I find myself in these situations. Again … like I wrote in an earlier post …...
18 Nov 2022 7 minute read 5 comments Askov2
I was still on the sex-dating-site. I think I came back there just about Biker Dude, and I really DO enjoy this site, and it felt almost like coming home, so to speak. It’s kind of a community with blogs, chatrooms and events and it isn’t just a dati...
15 Nov 2022 5 minute read 0 comments Askov2
Despite my disastrous attempts to scare this young man away, he apparently had as much fun on the date as I had. And he was also turned on from our kissing in the parking lot, so naturally we agreed to see each other again. It could go both ways. Eit...
14 Nov 2022 5 minute read 3 comments Askov2
I was very much torn about the date. On the one hand, I really wanted a new relationship with all that came along. I wanted to commit, I wanted to love again and this time I wanted a man, who was worthy of my love. No more lying, schizophrenic, chlam...
13 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
I mentioned in my last post how I started to talk to The Biker Dude. Don’t worry, this guy wasn’t in a gang, he wasn’t criminal or had any mental illnesses. Strangely enough when I think of the other guys that I have dated. He was a decent man for on...
12 Nov 2022 8 minute read 1 comment Askov2
I have told the tale about the Bodyguard of the last 5 episodes. That’s a lot, but it also had a great impact on me. Sorry, if I have bored you. As I have previously mentioned, I don’t think that the way to get over a heartbreak is to sit and feel so...
