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19 Nov 2022 6 minute read 3 comments Askov2
It was the strangest thing to meet up with a man, whom I hadn’t seen for more than a year, and the last time I saw him, he was cuffed half-naked to a fence. I don’t know how I find myself in these situations. Again … like I wrote in an earlier post …...
18 Nov 2022 7 minute read 5 comments Askov2
I was still on the sex-dating-site. I think I came back there just about Biker Dude, and I really DO enjoy this site, and it felt almost like coming home, so to speak. It’s kind of a community with blogs, chatrooms and events and it isn’t just a dati...
15 Nov 2022 5 minute read 0 comments Askov2
Despite my disastrous attempts to scare this young man away, he apparently had as much fun on the date as I had. And he was also turned on from our kissing in the parking lot, so naturally we agreed to see each other again. It could go both ways. Eit...
14 Nov 2022 5 minute read 3 comments Askov2
I was very much torn about the date. On the one hand, I really wanted a new relationship with all that came along. I wanted to commit, I wanted to love again and this time I wanted a man, who was worthy of my love. No more lying, schizophrenic, chlam...
13 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
I mentioned in my last post how I started to talk to The Biker Dude. Don’t worry, this guy wasn’t in a gang, he wasn’t criminal or had any mental illnesses. Strangely enough when I think of the other guys that I have dated. He was a decent man for on...
12 Nov 2022 8 minute read 1 comment Askov2
I have told the tale about the Bodyguard of the last 5 episodes. That’s a lot, but it also had a great impact on me. Sorry, if I have bored you. As I have previously mentioned, I don’t think that the way to get over a heartbreak is to sit and feel so...
11 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
Or … what I BELIEVE is the truth. I can’t be sure. That part was maybe the hardest of all. Or maybe the second hardest. My pride stung! I was led into this disaster of a relationship and that even with my eyes wide open! Why had I done that?? I began...
10 Nov 2022 6 minute read 2 comments Askov2
Things can’t keep escalating without a culmination. At some point things just can’t get any worse. There is probably some philosopher who has said something wise about that, and I would agree with him. During the fall the Bodyguard was very stressed....
9 Nov 2022 6 minute read 0 comments Askov2
As I wrote about in the previous posts, I found this guy, who totally swept my feet off the ground. First with this incredible lovemaking on a first date, later with a stream of affection, which I know now is called love-bombing. And I fell for it al...
8 Nov 2022 5 minute read 0 comments Askov2
So, the Bodyguard and I became a thing. I had no difficulties closing down the various dating apps and commit myself to this relationship. Afterall, I have a track record of monogamy and faithfulness for 29 years, so if I am committed, I am hundred p...
