Replacing my blog at http://pablosmoglives.wordpress.com
21 Aug 2025 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
The Van of Life I found a place much farther awayand more foreign thanMexico Much heavier No cops No narcos No soldiers Only clouds,Angels,Heavenly tears,Hellfire Tonight I will bathe in a mountain, Sleep balanced On top of a river I have driven Th...
21 Aug 2025 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
Waves Between My Bones Crawling on the floor of an alteredcastle,I knew that if I danced with youagain that I would die My blood made wavesbetween my bones I heard the beating of the ocean Splashing in my ribs My body rippled in the current; I went...
18 Aug 2025 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
Experts say that excessive substance abuse doesn't actually shorten your lifespan, it simply shortens the length of your remaining years. Most people's years last for 365 days, but hardcore street junkies have been known to cycle through an entire y...
18 Aug 2025 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
"Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves." Matthew 10:16 "Behold, I send you forth as circus freaks in the midst of businessmen: be ye therefore wise as comedians, and harmless...
16 Aug 2025 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
There are many things I'd like to tell you. But I can't. I won't. I would if I wasn't beholden to the wouldn't. But I can't. It isn't possible. I couldn't. This is a no writing zone. No writing allowed. No reading, no writing, nor eating. No writin...
11 Aug 2025 3 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
"Hell is near. The writing on the wall is clear." Public Enemy I got on a Latino hip-hop kick last night, and something flipped. While I have always maintained that I would have never come back to the US if I hadn't run out of money, the combination...
10 Aug 2025 3 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
"Reproach hath broken my heart; and I am full of heaviness: and I looked for some to take pity, but there was none; and for comforters, but I found none. They gave me also gall for my meat; and in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink." Psalm 69:20...
9 Aug 2025 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
These mountains smoke a lot of weed. The fire is named "Stoner Mesa," Which is Spanish for "Weed Table," Or "Pothead Table," Something. These mountains smoke a lot of weed. They tried to smoke out the sun But the sun said no, I quit smoking weed al...
5 Aug 2025 2 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
What has been lost in the fire can be found in the water. The only question is, Are we willing to step out of the boat? Until I have a place to write, all my articles will serve to promote my music, and not much else. Perhaps I should have come to...
5 Aug 2025 1 minute read 0 comments Nathan Payne
Disturbing. Like looking through an old photo album that was lost in the fire, or opening a time capsule on an eternity in hell. I remember everything, recognize nothing. But a harrowing, exquisite nightmare it apparently has been. Thank God, you...
