A place to write, to be seen, to be read where the pen, loud and restless, dipped itself in sorrow and called it ink.
10 Nov 2025 5 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Finally, after a lot of rehearsals on stage and listening to the director's nonsense, the play was performed a few times. This week we're going back on stage. The director sent his assistant again. He apologized. I was smoking a cigarette. I half-ext...
8 Nov 2025 4 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Black Scene After the fight with Juan, my heart broke. I had to go to the street. I went to the street to walk. The night was black. I couldn't see anything. My heart was heavy. I no longer had the strength to live this miserable life. I felt a weigh...
8 Nov 2025 6 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Part 6Everything is over It's been a while since I was transferred from prison to a mental hospital. Now I feel better. But inside I'm completely ruined. Life has become meaningless to me. The blue pills I take every day have made me feel better. The...
7 Nov 2025 6 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Darband Thoughts They say that Darband is one of the recreational places in Tehran. People go there on weekends. They say that Darband is very beautiful. But I didn't see any particular beauty. Everywhere smells of constant dampness. It bothers me. T...
7 Nov 2025 11 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
I am motionless and sick. Tired and disgusted with everything. Depressed and listless. As usual, the roof and balcony of the house have become my safe haven. Against everything that seems like a nightmare to me in life. I am sick of them. I am tire...
4 Nov 2025 6 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Part 2The Decision Intersection I have been meeting one of my father's patients for a while now. I think he is a good boy. He has gone through a lot in his life. This makes me want to be with him more and talk to him. I want him to know that he is no...
4 Nov 2025 6 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Everything was going on normally in Yalda's father's office. Yalda's father was sitting calmly and elegantly in his room. I was sitting on one of the chairs in the office. I was waiting for the secretary to tell me to go into the room. This time was...
2 Nov 2025 17 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
The Last Visit Today I am one of the happiest people on earth. After being discharged from the hospital, Lamand had completely forgotten me and was just looking at me like an unknown person. I don’t want anything to ruin today; because today I had a...
2 Nov 2025 14 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
Yalda the Nightless He said he would come today! He said he would come and he would see me in the mirror. Oh! I am sick of this life of slumber! I am sick of this life of slumber! Oh, father; my eyelids are fluttering again; I went to the doctor, he...
1 Nov 2025 11 minute read 0 comments Arvin Abadi
The Coffee House I fell asleep on the couch. I felt like I was sick. Not in a hospital, but on the couch in a coma. I had a strange dream. I dreamed that I was sleeping and in that dream, I was dreaming another dream. I’ve been like this since Lasso...
