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What am I doing with my life?

29 Apr 2022 5 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Roberto Nickson from Pexels I think most people wonder about their own existentialism. Becoming myself I wonder when the day will be that I would be able to relax and be myself while also being able to hang out with someone who wants to be a...

Journaling on the 26th of April, 2022

26 Apr 2022 13 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon

Photo by Muhammad Akfi from Pexels Getting ready for the real me "Think positively," the Barista says. These kinds of things are as valuable as donating a few dollars to charity. It won't last long, but it's a kind gesture. Every day seems like I'm t...

I made it, guys. Here's to turning a page for the day.

25 Apr 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Ono Kosuki from Pexels Unfortunately I don't have much to write when I'm not feeling like my world is burning to a crisp.Like my world is burning to a crisp. Proch by Jutro, Linda (Spotify)All I was was dust. Too much caffeine - not enough d...

The devil will get you at every turn if you let him

24 Apr 2022 6 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Skull photo by Mitja Juraja from Pexels What is one reason we don't lose our mind making sense of our "demons," which are really just emotions we have not come to terms with as adults. How much of what we feel actually matters? Hardly anything I am f...

The wages of sin is death. Don't you agree?

21 Apr 2022 4 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Dziana Hasanbekava from Pexels Surrender Completely Through Christ, we get control by forfeiting to God. By surrendering to Him our everything,we should not walk proudly or be testing his grace. We should not peacock our desire to sin, becau...

Confront the Beast, 04/19/22 - Fenix Mind Dumps

19 Apr 2022 1 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Samuel Sweet from Pexels CONFRONTTHEBEAST I asked him what his shirt meant. He said, "It's different for everyone. For me, it's that little voice in your head that says you're not enough..." Nightmares are like this; if when we run from the...

Numbers, Christ Talk, and a P.S. on Chivalry

19 Apr 2022 2 minute read 1 comment fenix-aarizon

Photo by RODNAE Productions from Pexels 04/12/22 Not gonna lie - I'm a bit skeptical of all other "religious" or "spiritual" stuff like Numerolgy & Wicca and Christians tend to place all power in meaning of things as the power of God - nevertheless,...

What could numbers mean to you? - Fenix Mind Dumps

12 Apr 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Pixabay from Pexels Go with your gut instinct, or go without it. We might find a dead coyote on the road less traveled. We may even choose to grab a leg of the animal using a plastic bag to discard said roadkill to the roadside. Perhaps our...

Shaa #2

5 Apr 2022 1 minute read 0 comments shammahgodoz

Work provides me with good motivation to learn how to make my hair. Spirit 1: Well, what are you waiting for? Shaa: Habits. I think motivation is poor fuel for anything. Spirit 1: Is it though? Shaa: Sure. Motivation worships a fixed god that is exte...

Home Group & Dreams - Fenix Mind Dump

4 Apr 2022 2 minute read 0 comments fenix-aarizon

Photo by Creation Hill from Pexels Home Group I am in a hurry - today I have home group at 6:30PM. To make that appointment, I tried a couple different schedules to make up time at work. My initial attempt at making up time was to come into wor...