Rorschach's Journal
Rorschach's Journal

Rorschach's Journal

Felt dark planet turn under my feet and knew what cats know that makes them scream like babies in night. Looked at sky through smoke heavy with human fat and God was not there. The cold, suffocating dark goes on forever and we are alone. Live our lives, lacking anything better to do. Devise reason later. Born from oblivion; bear children, hell-bound as ourselves, go into oblivion. There is nothing else. Existence is random. Has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it for too long.


QotD: The past can't hurt you anymore, unless you let it!

12 Aug 2024 1 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

I was looking for Rorschach's Journal entries from Watchmen when I came across this quote on Good Reads: “The past can't hurt you anymore, not unless you let it.” — Alan Moore, V for Vendetta That's easier said/typed than applied, especially if one...

My existence is random and meaningless.

30 Jul 2024 2 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

"Looked at sky through smoke heavy with human fat and God was not there. The cold, suffocating dark goes on forever and we are alone. Live our lives, lacking anything better to do. Devise reason later. Born from oblivion; bear children, hell-bound a...

I've Got Schizophrenia and (Probably) ADD!

29 Jul 2024 3 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

It's no wonder I lack motivation and can't remember anything! Several months ago, I was diagnosed as being bipolar. Before that, it was chronic depression and ADD. However, the diagnosis wasn't quite accurate and the medication I was taking for it di...

Rorschach's Journal: A New Beginning

21 May 2024 1 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

Bloodstain on chest like map of violent new continent. Felt cleansed. Felt dark planet turn under my feet ... Some of you might have noticed a lot of activity from me, in the form of republishing old posts. That's because, in order to create a new b...

Don't Believe the Truth

18 Oct 2023 1 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

"Can't stay here anymore;We're turning into fiends. If I stay here, trouble will find me.If I stay here, I'll never leave.If I stay here, trouble will find me ...I believe!" — The National (Aaron Dessner & Matt Berninger); Sea of Love; Trouble Will...

Cryptowatch 2023-10-18: Regulatory Overdrive and Other Bad News for the Cryptosphere (Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?)

18 Oct 2023 3 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

Today, when I opened my browser and loaded Presearch, it recomennded I visit CrypoPanic, "a news aggregator platform ... for traders and cryptocurrency enthusiasts". Since I have actively searched for and looked over a few aggregators before, I decid...

A Change of Plan

11 Sep 2023 1 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

"Caricatures and satirical piss-takes of the various archetypes into which people fall on antisocial media sites (and the stories they tell)." That was my original idea for "Archetypal Caricatures of Antisocial Media": It was to to be a blog for po...

The Six Point Escape Plan

11 Sep 2023 2 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

I don't do relationships with humans. Interacting with them is one of the many things at which I fail. I need to find a way to get as far away from them (or, failing that) at least severely limit contact with them) as is humanly possible. I also don'...

With You, All Sex is Good Sex (and I'll Take What I can Get)

6 Aug 2023 3 minute read 0 comments Rorschach's Journal

I started writing this many months ago, thinking I'd get around to finishing and publishing it. I never did and can't be bothered to. You're going to have to create your own ending for it, assuming you get that far. I offer to kick your butt for you...

"Friend" is a Four Letter Word for "Energy Vampire"

6 Aug 2023 4 minute read 1 comment Rorschach's Journal

If I have learned anything from spending more time than I ever wanted to among humans (and I have learned many hard but important life lessons this way), it's that most of us don't genuinely care for each other on our own merit, only for what we can...