I Am Me

I Am Me

It does seems like everything ive lived through, everything I have done, or everything that has been done to me, is in some kind of cycle. A cycle of internal torment that not only the living is able to shred me apart, but so can the dead. Do you remember your child hood friends? Family members and certain events in your child hood? I do. I remember faces, names, events, homes, smells, good and bad. Now fast forward 35+ years. And be told that some of those people I knew were dead before I was born.


I remember this like the imprint of breathing.

21 Dec 2023 7 minute read 1 comment CreateYourOwn

What I can remember.. I remember feeling alone and always wary, growing up.Yet I still have vivid memories of happines. Glimps you might say of how loved and free I was.Dirt, stone flooring with stone walls. Just like a cave on a cliff of a mountain,...

This one time.. PT1

17 Nov 2023 2 minute read 0 comments CreateYourOwn

Holding my fist tight, against the dirty carpet while trying to gain every ounce of strength to just move.   My tears running down my hot bruised cheeks, waiting for the next set of his swinging fists to collide with my already swollen and beaten bod...

My Captive

29 Jun 2023 2 minute read 0 comments CreateYourOwn

I can see them both, in the distance. Searching... Panicking... Hiding amongst the bush and trees, that laid between my captives and myself, my body started shaking. My mind started panicking but my fear was ruling me. I couldn't move. My entire body...

There Is Only One Of Me

20 Jun 2023 1 minute read 1 comment CreateYourOwn

In my opinion, everyone has three voices. Your own. Your conscience and your demon.  These play a big part in everyone's daily life and helps us make decisions that determine how our days are functioned, who we associate with or even what we have for...

Smart Ass Husband RICHARD

18 Jun 2023 1 minute read 0 comments CreateYourOwn

Sitting here with my mother in-law and my husband, just having a banter over crosswords. Mother In-law: How do you spell delicious? My Husband: R I C H A R D.. Delicious...  ..... As you have guessed, Richard is his name-O and I'm not sure if there a...

TALES OF THE BEGINNING..

6 Jun 2023 7 minute read 0 comments CreateYourOwn

Sitting on warm river stones, letting my feet dip into the crystal-clear waters while listening to a sweet melody that drifted up stream, from an unwanted tribe down river.   The beauty of their mixed voices tuned a melody that made my skin peak with...

Those Moments When Aye...

23 May 2023 1 minute read 2 comments CreateYourOwn

Can you imagine... Being Twelve Laying up on the roof, Begging the stars to make her better.. Praying with all your hope and might that she will never leave you.. The feeling of empty-ness and the shredding of your heart, that it places such a rippin...

I Am Me

11 May 2023 1 minute read 0 comments CreateYourOwn

I hear them. Whispers of the past, pressed with emotions,  that are faintly imprinted on the wooden beams that lay bare and scattered through the thick bush, which once bared a village that my ancestors once lived.. A tribe with such beauty for som...

Is Your Last Chapter Harder For Me Or You?

11 May 2023 1 minute read 0 comments CreateYourOwn

How do I say goodbye.. To an old man who once lifted me on his shoulders, taught me music, taught me to laugh, taught me ... Me.. Nothing in this world changes how a person feels when they know a loved one is now living their last chapter of their bo...