Llewella_love_wolf

A selection of writing about love and sex, the pursuit of, the absence of and the midst...

𝔽𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥, 𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥, 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤; ᶜʰᵉᵐⁱˢᵗʳʸ, ⁱⁿˢᵗⁱⁿᶜᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ Ⓕ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓡ︎Ⓢ︎Ⓣ︎ Ⓚ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓢ︎Ⓢ︎ ❤️

15 Dec 2020 9 minute read 6 comments (S)llew la Wulf

My first ever kiss, aged 13, almost 14. The boy in question was beautiful, wanted by all the cool girls at school, and because I was not one of them and - he knew HIS (perceived at least) worth and my relative 'un', he told me not to, you know, tel...

𝔽𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥, 𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥, 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤; ᶜʰᵉᵐⁱˢᵗʳʸ, ⁱⁿˢᵗⁱⁿᶜᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ Ⓕ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓡ︎Ⓢ︎Ⓣ︎ Ⓚ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓢ︎Ⓢ︎ ❤️

Bedtime story... THE TABLE

13 Dec 2020 8 minute read 1 comment (S)llew la Wulf

À bedtime story for all you night owls... Magical realism meets cosmic philosophy meets a good old fashioned love story, meets tragedy. I think the only elements this is missing is sex and humour, anyways, enjoy and good night... Bonne nuit... Gute...

HAUNTED WOODS, DERELICT BUILDINGS, SCARY STORIES ALL IN ONE BEAUTIFUL WALK; Shining Cliff Woods

13 Dec 2020 5 minute read 4 comments (S)llew la Wulf

Shining Cliff Woods in, Ambergate, Derbyshire is a beautiful, magical place to visit, but if you like spooky stories, there are enough based in these woods to keep you occupied for some time... I have visited Shining Cliff Woods countless times...

HAUNTED WOODS, DERELICT BUILDINGS, SCARY STORIES ALL IN ONE BEAUTIFUL WALK; Shining Cliff Woods

WRITING (🅖︎🅡︎🅐︎🅟︎🅗︎🅘︎🅔︎🅝︎) ABOUT HARLOTS (🅟︎🅞︎🅡︎🅝︎🅘︎)

12 Dec 2020 1 minute read 0 comments (S)llew la Wulf

It has long since tickled me that, in my endeavours to remove myself from the term pornography, because of its connotations, and instead, at points referring to myself as an erotic writer or artist. The word pornography actually means, in etymologi...

WRITING (🅖︎🅡︎🅐︎🅟︎🅗︎🅘︎🅔︎🅝︎) ABOUT HARLOTS (🅟︎🅞︎🅡︎🅝︎🅘︎)

NOTES ON BLISS, FEAR (of death) and ANAESTHESIA as I await surgery...

12 Dec 2020 3 minute read 2 comments (S)llew la Wulf

Next Wednesday I will be undergoing some minor surgery; various knee problems over the last 2 years, including multiple knee dislocations, tearing of my meniscus pads and finally totally severing my ACL back in July. I was a professional dancer un...

NOTES ON BLISS, FEAR (of death) and ANAESTHESIA as I await surgery...

ℍ𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕃𝕚𝕖𝕤...

28 Nov 2020 5 minute read 4 comments (S)llew la Wulf

And as I sit here. Wearing the red lipstick, that you willingly smeared across your face, as you kissed me deep and full, amongst the cotton blooms floating dustily, cinematically about ourweus in that shitty carpark in June. I’m reminded of the pig...

A Cloud on a leaf... Love (and other mental illnesses) - dance, words, philosophy; The human condition

28 Jul 2020 3 minute read 1 comment (S)llew la Wulf

"Speaking of love...of which who knows the meaning..." There are a million and one different theories and ideas on what the biological, scientific utility of love is. From ideas of social bonding, to Einstein's now debunked theory that Love is a u...

A Cloud on a leaf... Love (and other mental illnesses) - dance, words, philosophy; The human condition

Freedom, love and sticking two fingers up to societal norms or Other people's opinions of me are none of my goddam business

9 Jun 2020 2 minute read 2 comments (S)llew la Wulf

This is a repost from a while ago but it felt necessary (given recent events) to post it again because, I felt a strong desire for something uplifting and just beautiful... I've written so much on all of the hate, racism, the bleakness and the hid...

Freedom, love and sticking two fingers up to societal norms or Other people's opinions of me are none of my goddam business

SHEPHARD IN A SHEEPSKIN VEST, BILL CALLAHAN; a review and a dance piece

16 Jan 2020 2 minute read 8 comments (S)llew la Wulf

Angela... Whoa whoa whoa, Angela..... Like motel curtains, we never really met.... Such beautiful words. Am obsessed with Bill Callahan's album Shephard in a sheepskin vest. Poetry, philosophy and art, 3 of my favourite things. This whole album from...

SHEPHARD IN A SHEEPSKIN VEST, BILL CALLAHAN; a review and a dance piece

An 20 minute mini audio book set to Miles Davis for anyone needing some escape from the festivities 🤶🏾🎄✌🏽

25 Dec 2019 10 minute read 0 comments (S)llew la Wulf

THE LAST KISS... I knew the very first moment I felt your presence, before we spoke even, that there was a chemistry between us, deeper and more primal than I had felt for quite some time (like, millennia perhaps) and one that meant something be...