Havoks Nightmare.
Havoks Nightmare.

Havoks Nightmare.

I have to write to keep me sane. Not really but okay yeah really let's face it whatever I am id rather be than what people deem normal.


Does the hurt ever go away

17 Jul 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

🌸 **Happy Birthday, Mom** 🌸  (Yesterday) In my sewn together heart, your the thread,  so I don't fall apart.  A memory, a lifetime. Yours Is a beautiful spark.  I could never be without, because you became mine.  Though you’ve journeyed to a distan...

Discover the liminal

10 May 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

We search for the somber twilight of existence, where day bleeds softly into night, There lies a place, ethereal and faint, a threshold out of sight. It's the liminal, a borderland, where shadows dance with light, A place of neither here nor there, w...

Seven inside of thirteen

8 May 2024 2 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

                                     ~Original Version~ There is a place in me I just can not reach. I remember a time when your embrace was my keep. I no longer feel your touch, or the safety of your love. I can not even find this place anymore. Whe...

From the Shepherd through my pen, to the page

21 Apr 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

Trapt inside our battles of doubt and possibilities, Where 'ifs' and 'mays' like leaves shy away from trees, I stand among the silent tranquility, Questioning if I can do anything at all.   What extent, what reach, what power lies, Within the grasp o...

Psychological Spells

20 Apr 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

In these shadowed halls of thought, I tread, Where echoes of you whisper, dread. A ghost in my mind's expanse, With every step, a haunting dance.   You slipped inside, a ghostly thief, Through heart's open door, to my disbelief. In corridors where me...

I miss you Mom and Uncle Mike (mom is in yellow uncle Mike is 2nd from the left first and last is another aunt and uncle

13 Apr 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

In the quiet somber night, where whispers dwell, The heart's soft light begins to swell. A tender beam, refracted through, A prism of tears, as sorrows brew.   Reflections dance in the mirror's face, Echoes of love, a slowly fading trace. Yet in each...

Dying light

9 Apr 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

In the quiet of the mind, a shadow grows,A silent specter, in repose.It whispers doubts, and fear takes hold,A story within, yet to be told. It's not the speed that catches the eye,But the slow, steady creep, that makes us sigh.The joy once bright, n...

Bringing temperance out of gluttony.

5 Apr 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

In life's opulent, complex design, We circle 'round the sun, Lessons cloaked in happenstance, Until the learning's done, or it's the end of the ride.   The same scene takes the stage, coming back for you. In varied, shifting hues. Each act a chance t...

Mirrors make madness

22 Mar 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

"Where is my Juliette?" you ask of me,I'm but a guide, not the key.You seek her in the land of dreams,Beyond the mirror, or so it seems. You've journeyed far, through shadow and mist,With love's pure kiss, you insist.The mirror's promise, a fickle th...

Am I who I claim to be

20 Mar 2024 1 minute read 0 comments HavokWAR

In the mirror's gaze, I find,A stranger's eyes, not mine.Familiar, yet unknown, they stare,In silent soliloquy, a vacant glare. We've met before, or so it seems,In fleeting dreams, or forgotten streams.This visage, foreign, not of home,In every glass...