The Wannabe Wow

The Wannabe Wow

By Nathan Payne | pablosmoglives | 11 Aug 2026


Recorded almost entirely on a broken 4-track on cassette tapes purchased exclusively  at the dollar store, All The Diamonds You Can Eat is a bumpy ride through the lo-fi part of town.  From the soaring, cracked-out "A Beautiful Place," through the original recording of "California Hills," to the morbidly sentimental "Peace & Contentment Blues," All The Diamonds You Can Eat is a dirty and frightening thing.  Proceed with freaking caution.

When you get to the end, you will realize you never had any future at all.

Living day-by-day in the Baja, praying underneath the angel drones, walking through the danger bones, squinting at the super-natural forces, the roaring diesel

Horses talking

Into telephones of

Gold, shuddering at the memory of those mountains in Colorado, the horror there, the weirdness, marveling at the unexpected smallness of America, the spiritual and intellectual

Drop ceiling of sadness I experience there, even in the

Mountains.  Vegas is a truckstop, California a conveyor belt.  Kerouac didnothave freeways, didhe?  I donut think so, not when he was

Riding, staying in the moment, making whatever effort is necessary to remember that we are not alone, God will never leave us stranded, and not to be afraid when our grip begins to

Slip; faith is, indeed, a

Trip.

The preacher wasn't making sense.  He was speaking in a foreign language.  My linguistic brains were

Scrambled; Eggs of tangential midnight

Rambles were cracking in my mouth like Pop Rocks of

Caffeine, or an unrelenting

Dream; pearls from a rusty vending

Machine.

I am a foreigner with a tongue of unpolished

Marbles; When I am in the States, I speak better Spanish than all the other gringos in the

Tomb.  I don't like being the best Spanish speaker in the 

Room; To whom shall I address the need to be perpetually

Grooving?  Myself?  It means I'm not

Improving.

One more night, shopping for coffee under the

Stars, invisible though they

Are, behind the wall of

Sunlight,

Crashing down on all of us.

The carniceria guy is always singing.  He is the happiest carniceria guy I have ever

Seen.  I christened my vibe with the cheapest coffee

Queen that I could

Find; The stars are storming the wall of light inside my

Mind; They are undocumented astral

Migrants, my heart is an empty fire

Hydrant in which I have somehow managed to actually

Drown; The moon is balanced on a 

Knife; The wall is falling

Down; The shadow of our former

Life has been diced; the living

Die have been raptured,

Captured,

Cast; The dark ages of the day have begun

Finally, at

Last.

Living day-by-day in the Baja, there's no way to go any farther at the

Moment, no way to escape the neverending

Now:  That strange, fleeting crossroads of Whatever and the

How, the neverending birthday

Present; the wannabe

Wow.

We never had a future

Anyway.

Living day-by-day in the Baja, one burning school bus in the highway away from

Bliss, at any given

Moment.

 

I don't care about the

Beach, but I'm not

Against it.

Postscript: The songs in this article are from my album All The Diamonds You Can Eat; the video above gives some of the backstory behind the writing and recording process of the album.  While it remains unclear whether or not I will be giving free English lessons in this town, or leaving on a dime very soon, and while I appreciate the legally-irredeemable thoughts and would-be support these virtualistic platforms offer, if you really want to help me, head on over to YouTube or Bandcamp, peruse the discography at your leisure, and consider buying an album.  I died and was buried on that hill a long time ago.  At the very least, please do feel free to share the songs and videos with your constituency.  Also, consider joining the American Migrant Patreon; free and paid subscribers alike are appreciated.  

The entire discography remains up for sale at a 75% discount on Bandcamp, and I am frankly very happy to offer it at that price.

Thanks for listening,
NP

 

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Nathan Payne
Nathan Payne

I am a songwriter and bandleader who travels the world in search of the golden ticket. https://nathan-payne.wixsite.com/home


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