There are days or weeks or entire seasons when we feel unmotivated, miserable, confused, or just lost... or maybe a little bit of everything at once.
Convulsive sensations that little by little are weighing more and more, hard, implacable thoughts that settle in our head, hammer us and weaken our spirit and will.
We fall into the hole, it's dark there, you can't see anything beyond it, just your tears and you don't know what to do.
You look up you know deep down that there are not many people up there willing to help you, but sometimes you are surprised by a hand that appears.
But it is not enough, you need to try it yourself, to force yourself, to realize that the initial impulse can only be given by you.
And you try to get out still scratching your knees, you try to stand up, you stagger, you look around, you collapse there. It is not possible.
Sitting there in nothingness, exhausted from the effort, everything comes to you, this is not over. You look again, you snort, there's a long way to go, you're tired and it's steep.
You take a breath, you are already there but you cannot stay like this forever, with all your strength you tell yourself that you have to get up and move. You have to get out of there, you have to move forward, there is no other way.
Who else are you going to complain to? Again? What do you have left? Who do you have left? Where is that hand that helped you get out of the bottom at all?
The hand is close, looking at you, cannot do much more, if you just continue there. He's still there, staring at you, waiting, what are you going to do?
You think and realize that crying is no longer useful, you can cry but what else?
You look again, you scan the surroundings and the panorama, that part of the route that you can see... and then what?
It is not known, you have to continue, without stopping, there is no other way.
Trust remains. All your strength remains.
And you stop thinking and listening to your mind. It doesn't matter anymore.
Now you know more, and you get going with many doubts, but with less fear.
This happens, sometimes the road we have to face is tough, long, complicated and it is sloping.
But you continue, reach a point along the way, although we will not know if it is the end...
Uf, you feel now the satisfaction of achieving it, you enjoy this new view: that splendid sun that rises over the horizon and the hope that shines in the sea. What a wonderful panorama, isn't it?

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