"When are these things started?" - I was questioning myself.
The matter is not "when" maybe but "How or Why?" - Because these things are which I could not take control of.
Then I learnt to ignore.

Year was 1999 this time, a new era for my journey.
There was a signal for me to focus on, because the things I see are not the same things that I've seen.
I learnt accept.

I knew it was going to win.
No matter how hard I resist.

Just accept the shake of soil, let it form itself and surround our neurons' structure.