Cry: 

What does crying mean?  “Tears” of sadness, joy, relief, Love, grief....    some people cry over almost anything and others cry rarely!  Who are you?   

I have cried with family, friends and patients.  With my diagnosis the day I was called I remember doing everything to hold it together.  I cried because I realized I may not be there for my husband family and parents when they needed me most.  I hardly ever cry... I am the advocate and the rock...  

what now? Will I beat this, can I work, can I get treatment.  My husband, my rock lost his parents.... would he loose me.   

Each time we got news it seemed like a new challenge!    The last tear she’s was when a patient called and thanked me for saving his life!   Tears of joy!  They feel so much better the that tear when you realize nothing is certain!   

Tears of love and gratitude sure tears of sadness.   I now focus on the tears of victories!  

Thanks for reading.  If this is your first read this is # 5 in a series of 26!   

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till tomorrow....

Here’s to Your Best is Health! 

Barb