The World Health Organisation (WHO) estimates that each yearapproximately one million people die from suicide, which represents a global mortality rate of 16 people per 100,000 or one death every 40 seconds. It is predicted that by 2020 the rate of death will increase to one every 20 seconds. Befrienders Worldwide › suicide-statistics   When I was 3 I was molested by a baby sitter. In the coming weeks I felt abnormal out of place with the world. I decided to take something to make me feel better. Medicine, child's chewable Advil. That was the first time I overdosed on medicine. This has been a pattern for me my whole life. People would say Every time it's a suicide attempt. I would differ on this. Yes I feel bad, yes, I want to feel better. My mind says this is a experiment to feel different. Often I don't feel right. When people see me it's as though they see it too.    A positive outlook is key to any person. More a person feel good happy. They are one with the universe.   By that statement it is a stacked deck against thoughs with a meloncoly outlook.   All this being said, any person who has ever been labeled as a suicide attempt. It's not a suicide attempt. Your life feels bad and your seeking attention because you need someone to talk to..   I saw a person drink so much water that his sodium levels dropped and killed him almost instantly. To me that is real. No person can stop you. No person can say no. Your not looking for someone to fix anything. You drink not to feel different. It is something, you can stop at anytime. Yet you think about what your upsett about for weeks.    I feel this number is off. A lot of these should be considered drug overdoses. Not suicides. Or mutilation rather than cutting. Broaden the perspective so there is a understanding what people feel is a feeling they are trying to get from childhood.    If a person climbs the drawers as a child and cut themselves on a knife going up are they not prone to that their whole life. It was a feeling that brought them to a particular understanding.   Moving past something is the hardest part to fight. Identify is understanding. Cure is denied you instincts.