From the whole crypto world the message is clear that "the world is yours", "you are not alone", as reads on the billboards and video ads, encouraging all those going through whatever mentally challenge they are staging in. It wasn't long from now that I was watching a video on YouTube about Justin Bieber reflecting on what he did during the pandemic and how he had been handling the cancellation of his tour because of the covid pandemic. The short documentary is about 25 minutes, he touched on getting married and how adulting is so different from being younger - he commented while watching some videos shot +5 years earlier. He talked of times when he had major anxiety attacks that he was so suicidal that he feels so blessed to have his mom, team and music close to him, although he goes on to say that it felt like everyone was out to get something from him, he urged that as there is that part of thought, there's the opposite which is growth, there's at least one other person out there who is guinely interested in seeing you reach your greatest with or without that which all of them seem to hunger for so bad. He remembered not knowing if he'd actually make it through the night because the pain was so much he wanted to die so bad. The whole thing is pretty cool in that he found so much peace in the marriage with the beautiful Hailey. Makes one think of marriage 😂, here's the link to the documentary.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RUcLuQ17UV8 ...
Anxiety is a real challenge to mental health, most of us go on our days ignoring any signs of anxiety in us or even worse, those around us like children. Not so long ago I came across an article that reported on Christina Perri opening up about her anxiety and suicidal tendencies since the age of 8, no lie, here https://www.billboard.com/amp/articles/news/7896950/christina-perri-suicide-depression-interview
It got real bad when she was on medication, nothing would help her, her parents and family told her off that it's just a phase she is going through. I'm believing this part, that it's just a phase but going through it is not as easy as telling it off especially to a real young one who cannot even comprehend what anxiety is. She found comfort in a violin, which later became the music in her life. The one who is ignorant to the details, will say its normal but the amount of push needed to reach the right frequency and to keep it constantly going, because it doesn't stop, it never stops. It's the fuel that fires life, it can never stop. It's really good to have such people on high platforms that, normally prestige and pride would keep them from even thinking of making such claims to have anxiety or much less suicidal tendencies. This reminds us that they are still people just like us even with the millions of followers and billions of views they still went through what we went through or are going through, some of these high profiles don't even want to talk about it.
The beautiful and amazing Camila Cabello was the other one dealing with so much pressure from within her that she admits that it's the anxiety that largely contributed to her leaving the group Fifth Harmony. On her own she reported being afraid of what her mind might say, that was funny to read but it's the things people go through because they aren't heard, although told to talk about it. Camila shares her love with her fans so much and so deep that she even guided them through meditation from an Instagram post. Now that's willpower!
The music, the words are all energies that do not lie, especially these that talk of the anxiety and suicidal tendencies while going through them and go as far as to make a reflectionary documentary, post , interview about it. Even if its void of some truth, it's very helpful to that social media loving youngster who finds refuge in social media and stumbles upon such words from the idols. Makes believers, saves life's.
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So where does DeFi fits in this? Eh, I fit it in there because it's part of my refuge, having tried a lot of things that did help but none really did come through like cryptocurrency and trading. Whatever that means to the next guy, to me it's the silence that I needed, the frequency that I found to match my consistency. DeFi is not the only one, this very platform is pure magic, the whole decentralisation of assets is just pure beauty, I find my refuge in here. I've dug myself holes that I can't really get myself out the normal way, something about the anxiety I got. Not sure if they come in types but I'm sure mine is something entirely different but I found my peace in the crypto world. At times I just can't really understand why the whole world won't just make it easier on ourselves and go crypto. Of course like Chad, if it doesn't work out, will just fork it and move on. The way the DeFi farmers reacted but still kept ground during the attack was incredibly chilled, it's millions and the mighty farmers still held faith. I just love the whole set up and togetherness, I'll bet that when one yield farmer goes to war the rest won't be too far off.
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The connectivity in all these is something I yearn for and I rest assured that this will help at least one other person out there going through similar experiences. We do better together.
Love n light.
Bless up!
