Only once the glee is gone

That i feeling like omitting my failures

Reminiscing about the clouds, that's the only time I feel free

Through the ecstasy of joy, this episode is like a shopping spree

As unseemly as this is, hello its just me being me

Or as unorthodox my world is, I'm not caged really I'm marvelously free

Convoluted thoughts makes me feel I'm like thirteen

The sheer bliss of mountains makes feel all serene

I'm at the apex of apex , emitting a wonderful shine

And if my light should darken, my aura will dissipate

Darkness... Despair.... I feel like crashing

Then I feeling thrashing

Then.... I feel so empty