I'm an artist. I can't describe my state of mind when I'm in the process of creating is a hard one to describe. It's definitely a transcendent experience. And I'm I love with it! A weird aspect of this experience is that I'm not really even In control . Most things I have planned or thought of on what I'm wanting to do barely happens.. and my sessions have an indefinite time frame. I have little to no control of the creations, when it starts and when it stops. It's quite a rush actually.  I'm determined to raise awareness for artists. . What it takes from me to create my work is extensive and a health hazardous.  Very few people understand any of it and possibly would rather buy a Chinese knock