I tried my best not to write this.

But write I must.

It will not give me any rest until I do.

From the day we were born, we were already under the mercy of lords of the earth.

We knew this when we planned our lives here on earth.

We knew what the hardships were going to be.

For it had always been for the battle of the soul.

We knew what we were going to face.

And thus, we struggled and cried at birth.

It was a total shock to our system.

At having to be part of the world's system.

For the first five years of our lives, we were just fine.

Until we started going to school.

Then our minds were no longer our own.

And when we got sick, we thought medicines were good.

But if it was good, how come the diseases were never licked.

Look around you.

Doctors have become rich.

Hospitals have become rich.

Insurance companies are rich.

Pharmaceutical companies have always been rich.

Then, we grew up, got a job, got married, and started having kids.

They, too, went through the same cycle.

We have been feeding a mouth that will never be fed, ever.

We have been giving our life, emotional, and energy juices to such.

Sure, we get the new cars, gadgets, and stuff.

Anything to keep us happy and going.

For a while, that is.

But possessions don't fulfill the call of our souls.

On the deepest level, we've always known.

There was something more to life than this.

But why come here.

Why plan to come here at all.

What was the whole objective to this seeming madness.

Perhaps, to exercise the nobility of our souls.

To help our brothers and sisters, too.

To strike at the chains that enslave us all.

You may not feel that enslavement -- yet.

But stop paying your loans or mortgage.

Stop working for a change.

The bills will ensure you keep working.

The lords of this earth will ensure your constant participation.

They feed off all our juices.

Many many years ago I was at a mall.

And a very strange thing happened.

Far across me was the image of the Blessed Virgin Mary.

And I saw a book where She was.

Of course, I headed for that section and bought that book.

I only realized when I got home that it wasn't possible!

How was it that She looked life-size when the book was so tiny.

To this day, I have no explanation for that.

But then again, my life is full of such dreams and visions.

Of having seen what is and what is to be.

So I read the book and knew it was a message for us all.

Of how we all have become slaves to the system.

Mostly without our knowledge.

And the Cure was given.

It was only Christ who could save us.

He was the Unblemished One.

He was the Perfected Being.

And it was going to be through a Mass that a priest was going to celebrate.

That was the only thing that could wake us and save us.

For, by then, we had already become automatons.

Why would I, a non-practicing Catholic, be chosen to tell you this.

I really don't know.

But maybe, there's something right within my heart.

That I know so.

Perhaps, many of you will not want to see the truth.

But there is nothing wrong with that.

All souls will be awakened at their own perfect time.

My time had come then.

Actually, for a very long time already -- as far as I can remember.

If you feel that you are not quite reaching where you want to go to, you're probably right.

If you feel tired and exhausted, even confused, you are right, too.

Trust your feelings.

That's the Spirit of God in you.

He did not send you here unequipped.

We are all warriors, slaying untruth.

We are all here for each other, to help each other.

Some days we may seem lost and confused, not quite knowing what to think anymore.

That is expected, for a veil was unrolled when we were born.

It was necessary, otherwise, we'd have all gone back to God first chance we got.

Earth is too heavy.

We have to deal with gravity and the heaviness of our bodies.

We are all Beings of Light, but we were made to forget that.

But triggers have been put in place.

You will remember in time.

And you will know what to do.

You merely need to trust yourself and your feelings.

Be not so quick to believe others who tell you you're imagining things.

Bear note, they have placed our brothers and sisters at institutions.

They have been silenced there.

And drugged.

We are all supposed to fit in the world's system.

But a lot of us don't.

All that's being done to us is an exercise in futility.

They know that.

Souls cannot be tampered with.

Free wills cannot be tampered with either.

Whatever gave them that idea.

Guard your spiritual energies closely.

You will need all the strength you can get.

There are many energy vampires that feed upon us all.

Be not possessed by possessions.

Remind yourself to have pure intentions always.

Want nothing for yourself but to love.

Love is the greatest power, for God is Love.

Was there ever anything greater than the Creator.

What were they thinking.

Earth is the testing ground for the battle of the souls.

Know where you stand.