CALCULATED CHOICE

I hacked my heart for what it commands,
Overwriting its useless programs and files;
The cache of folly and unrealistic shift,
Glitched its function slowing down the lift.

But among things that have invented,
It's the one that cannot be simply operated;
It can't be directed by movements of fingers,
Nor can it be propelled by an expert mechanics.

I told myself to use its reckoning skills,
With sound reason analyze the evidence;
Review the data don't jump to an assumption,
The intuition has no link to your decision.

My empirical data has led me heart aches;
Acknowledge change, leave your Hypothesis;
Study more involved, perhaps it'll give another clue,
Then think of a formula that could apply to you.

Hold on to where if there's a clear equation,
Though answer yet unknown but have sure solution;
But through intuition my heart wants to act,
Enthralled by his gestures, my mind got stuck.

Then i Started speaking words of ordinary sort,
Behave in a poetic gestures of romantic nerds;
My speech articulated with elite technical terms,
Morphed in the lexicon of greenfield and roses.

It's a disgrace to knowledge to me attributed,
Calculated choice is a thing to me is expected;
But this feeling is overwhelming, i feel elated,
I think love is the answer in my mind have floated.

I decided to hold on the dictates of my profession,
But if my heart would based on that sole cognition;
Should love be equated or formulated?
Then i think i would still be infinitely indebted.

Do you also agree that there's no mathematical formula for love? And we can't say we love a person if we are expecting an equivalent return for every time, every emotions and every penny we invest in a relationship. There's a wise person saying that a lasting relationship is a bond of two person who have an excellent skills in forgiving. There's someone who should willing to take the fall and lost. Compromise.

Anyway, don't worry, someone who values you will have you mutually supported. Considering our weaknesses which are included in the package of a person you love, you have CALCULATED Interest and will realize that you never actually lost but instead gain a much stronger relationship that would last a lifetime.

Love. Isn't just about romantic relationship. We also apply rules of forgiving for every people we value more than material advantages – our families and friends.