I just woke up at my usual 330 and looked at my pittance left for the month in my checking account. Not sure what came over me but i did a big no no. i was surrounded by these people who were very enthusiastic about Shiba inu and what could happen any minute so i took the money for all of my bills and bought as much as possible. I have really bad bipolar so have to be very careful with sudden money  moves not to mention i dont have much these days. It started going up and up and it hit UTH after UTH. i remembered i had bills so i took that much out and i now have more money at one time in at least 10 years. I spent some time looking at the human nature of trading and how what goes up must come down. It did go down and as i watched, it took every ounce of determination not to take my little fortune and run. It was super stressful and somehow super exciting wether up or down. I messed around with mostly scam penny stocks for years. At 18 my first day on the job at the Chicago Board of Trade was Black Monday. People were sitting on the pit steps crying and a guy was getting pulled out on a stretcher with a heart attack. Bad timing. I was pretty much an over glorified used car salesman after that for 26 years and 60 hours a week ended me up divorced, broke and in a mental Hospital. It was one Hospital after another for a while. Watching that SHIBA GOING UP LIKE THAT BLEW MY MIND. GOING DOWN QUICKLY AND NOT SELLING WAS QUITE EXCITING AS WELL SOMEHOW. I tHINK I HAD LIKE 72.00 LEFT AND SAW GYEN DROPPING LIKE A ROCK AND MANAGED TO BUY AT THE BOTTOM. made at least 20 trades that day and i was maybe up a dollar or 2 and it ended holding these 2 positions. Theres not much more i can do now until i get more cash for my account. Seriously thinking of selling the house and really doing some damage but i need to spend this time studying chart patterns and how to read a candle chart etc. Meantime i think im going to set up a couple Helium miners and see if i can put myself in a better position. You have to be cautious as hell but have the nerve to click BUY and SELL. Its a way bigger thing than i ever imagined but i am totally hooked. I need to keep this simple and continue to study everything i can and avoid any possible scam of which there are many. I havent had this much fun in years! Steady as she goes. If im feeling sad or emotional, have to just stay away until it passes. Normally a guy in my position could never find a trade with this much volume and volitility, ultra cheap entry price so i can make big gains like the wealthy but i am very grateful that it happened. I hold my head up a little higher and feel a general sense of security. Having a bit of cash and alot of humility makes a world of difference!! This morning, GYEN its up huge, I dont feel like a mini big shot at all. If anything i have a deep respect for anyone who does this as a job. Its a very humble and calm state of mind that i need to stay in to handle this. IF YOURE HAVING A GOOD DAY, ENJOY IT AND USE YOUR ENERGY TO HELP OTHERS. So, its Crypto school and hopefully i can find a decent Helium hot spot for 2-300 or borrow a thousand and buy one. Its cold outside but the sun is shining!! Time to get moving but i firmly believe i will find a  Bobcat 300 Helium miner and things are going to get better. i HAVE TONS TO LEARN BUT I LOOK FORWARD TO IT.