to be `conscious' is to examine its reason 

Elusive Conscious Reason

Sucked down the spiraling funnel of poverty toward the dark abyss of obscurity buffeted and bruised by life’s time tempered bumps of hardship etched and scratched by countless other suffers’ repeated passage into unfathomable mental and emotional anguish imposed indiscriminately as fate is to will regardless of goodness exercised in the fulfillment of spiritual obligations defined as toll to this dimensional presence though made elusive to conscious reason to equate

Conscious Speak

The shit misery stand, you brood
Tyrant provocateur lost compliant, hate
Tormented, obstacle, lamented color sand
Describes the main to future’s date.

Conspiracy conspired for angle to truth
Limited to reason bought by fiat curse
Wish to gain in refrain acknowledge lost
Calloused, age of blood-dried, revolt.

Forgotten loins incised by incest reign
Percolating foam of regressed gene
Aspire from locked secret disguise
Benevolent children home are guide.

Entities generation fulfilled abyss
Seen of lectern homely reside
Written scratch of darkness stain
Combine forgiveness
Lost to mind regain?

The darkness these poems speak to is the conscious reality to which many through life endure; spoken to acknowledge that confronting this examination to this conscious reality we ultimately survive to fulfill life beyond the limitations of hardship external, and often internally imposed upon the journey path toward an unknowing, but knowing it will be fruitful and worthy of the toil.