The following is a conversation between myself and a friend of mine who will remain unnamed. She is currently a healthcare worker who is dealing on a daily basis with patients that have contracted this virus...
Q: What is going on right now with Covid-19 is this an experiment, a test, why is this happening?
In reality all of what we do in life is just complex games.
Even what the entire world is going through right now with the worldwide pandemic is like a giant game with huge moving pieces. I am not someone who will tell you that humanity is getting what is deserves, by no means would I ever say that. Humanity is suffering, as it does from time to time. Death is a scary thing to most people. It is like the tearing away of all that is known and from all the love that we experience here. It's a horrendous and gruesome reality that we are all going through. What most people don't want to admit is that we're actually all afraid.
Q: What is your Metaphysical theory of this virus?
It is the manifestation of humanity not changing the course of it's tendencies to continue on an endless path of profit over people. I see there's just fear everywhere and it's from something almost totally outside of our control. It's something that is forcing all of us to slow down and think about what's important to us more. It feels like because of the restrictions we're all like prisoners, the truth is we all have been prisoners for a long time. The prison we are in is that of conventional systems that serve the few at the cost of many.
Q: Now Why are some people getting sick and dying and others (me) we get exposed and are ok still or don't get sick at all?
It's not in your lesson in life to be sick or simply you have a powerful enough immune system and subconscious mind system that protects you from situations that would cause you to be exposed to it. It's just like the passage in the Old Testament of, "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death." A being of high enough vibration can walk through seemingly dangerous situations completely unharmed. There's an aura around everyone that picks up on subtle cues that lead you away from dangers that you don't consciously perceive.
(I then share with her a quote from a book I just began to read before she contacted me)
"Every person on this earth is born with an entire universe of potential in them. Most people never cultivate the seeds of that potential, so the seeds go to waste and the people go through life wondering what went wrong, or blaming the world for everything that did go wrong. Magick waters those seeds to make that potential stir, grow, and flower. It accelerates our spiritual and mental development in ways we never could have predicted. Our ability to shape our destiny and the world around us using magick is limited only by our own belief, dedication, and creativity." -Damien Echols, High Magick
Q: I never ever had physical pain. My pain is mostly Anxiety for the future... Do you understand me?
Yes, absolutely and to a degree that goes beyond what you would think. Sometimes I feel my whole existence is pure fear of what could happen in the future.
However when I look around what's in my immediate present, all is well here it is fine and beautiful and good, I couldn't ask for more. There's almost unlimited potential opportunity in every moment. Not knowing where to go forward from here is just like being adrift in the ocean. The only place you can go from a place of kind of being lost is to plot a course somewhere. Look at the stars look at the sun feel the wind. All just metaphors... But seriously, look at all that you can do. there's always worse off and better off situations to consider. When I usually do when I feel that I don't know what to do or I've lost control over my situation is I pray. Those prayers are always answered. Everything that you need is always inside you.
Q: Then...You know that we create every situation...
Yes, we're always constantly creating ,shifting, altering, moving our realities. Every thought is powerful, it's scary sometimes it's like a mind f***, to think about how much in control you actually are. It's that big word Responsibility. We're so responsible for our own lives, we have no idea. God is probably laughing every time we pray and just saying , "You know you're doing it all. I'm only up here sustaining you and all life in the Cosmos , and here you are with your every thought and free will making choices."
Q:And we fall into repeating cycles...
Yes, that's the entire essence of reincarnation or Samsara. The birth , life , death , rebirth Wheel. That cycle is in essence the prison or More aptly described, the restraint. It's not wrong to realize it, and even feel yourself in an existential crisis once in a while. That's the reality of the experience, that existential crisis is really always going on. And most of the time we're just distracting ourselves from really feeling it.
I keep thinking about my mission as a nurse in this pandemia.
It's a very noble place to be. You are helping so many and doing all you can do. It's a struggle and a challenge but you are right there everyday. Is there anywhere else you would rather be?
No.
But I keep thinking 
how important is my job with the Hispanic ignored and abused elderly community.
I love my job more than ever
You're the light there in all those places , to all those people you are holding the light and providing healing. In other lifetimes it's likely you received the light from another who cared for you in a similar way.
But I miss traveling. I miss seeing my friends and going out.
I know, and I don't think it's going to be much longer that the restrictions are being fought against by some. This is like a storm but it's not a war. I just hope we're being brought together more than we're tearing each other apart. A lot of things are being uncovered right now. It's unbelievable to be alive in this time. Just everything that's going on it's like a giant soap opera of a planet.
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After this point the conversation became rather personal and more about relationships, so I will omit the rest.
Thank you for reading and I hope you have found something positive in this conversation.
