I woke up from yet another real bad night that in a lower vibrational point of view is embarrassing and I am held in a rather pathetic position, this was much better than how it had been going for the best 21 years of my life. "It's not my fault" that's what she urged me to mantra myself. Having gone through so much I now know what undefeated state of mind is, the kind of mindset that makes death shy, feels like a long time coming. In exploring the idea of death and the after life, I ended up finding out about the powers that fuel life. I have become stronger than I was before, able to catch myself in act or just before, sometimes a quick reflection is needed after a bad backslide.

The truths seem to be guiding me that in this path I either end up better or bitter. Better is definitely better, at times it feels like I'm growing for nothing but deep inside I know it all counts and accumulate to mean something. With gratitude comes about a 250 purity vibrational score, anger and carona, yes the virus thrives at a score of about 25 so do most viruses. The real medicine here is love, pure love, a smile, a thankful heart. Aligning intention with these,there will be no stopping you. The world could disappear in that vibrational karma that you build up during the fight of learning to let go will determine who you will call up after it's all said and done. Who do you become? Bitter or better? Other than yourself,who will you actually give your low to? 

If you choose to vibrate higher during your time, you will discover that when the Alaskan guy said that "happiness is only true when shared" it's indeed true, I spend enough time on my own to know and feel happy on my own, up to the extend of knowing that if it was only me and no other human beings on earth, just me and the rest of creation- I would really not have a problem with that! This is because my highest vibrations comes to life when I am alone, loving myself under the moonlight as I walked, with the sun that just set, I felt liberated although I had some push in me dragging me place to place. When I was on the journey it felt so good, in the mountains, pretty rocky and thorny but the moon and the stars never left my side always looking out for me, gratitude! There's everything amazingly magical about the moon and the stars.

Forever mine >>>>>Stars.

Love n light.

Bless up!