You told me that you would write me a message when you were free and I could call you again and hear your pleasant voice. For me it is: favorite and close, the most dear and tender, pleasant "to the touch". But my phone is still silent...
Tell me: does waiting mean missing? In my case, I think so! When I miss you, time stops for me, tea seems so tasteless, I can't sleep at night, my heart beats fast, I can't find any place.
The phone is only needed as a means to communicate with you. With it, I can instantly hear your voice, read your message. I am pleased to feel that you are always with me in my heart and my soul.
The phone helps us in communication when we send messages to each other early in the morning saying good morning, that we miss you and wishing you a good day. And in the evening, after talking for 2 hours, we say goodbye, until the next meetings and calls, until the next topic of conversation.
We breathe each other, so we're interesting! We always have something to talk about. We're very sweet and nice. Young and smart. We are loved! This is happiness, great happiness for us, Lord! How happy I am about it!!! How I laugh and am so happy to have you! I can chat with you for hours and, I won't get bored of it!
I know that someone who doesn't put in the effort, doesn't try to seek and struggle - doesn't get what they are looking for. I'm glad we found "ourselves" being around each other!
You told me that you have a lot of things going against your rules with me. It makes me happy to hear that and to realize that I am completely different, different from everyone else, that you are interested in me! And you are interesting to me! But you are also different for me, different from everyone else! That's probably what attracts us to each other like magnets. Simple is not interesting! I constantly like to read you like a book, to open page after page, savoring each paragraph.
Isn't it happiness when you become completely different when you are with "your" person? It is an amazing feeling to sense and at the same time realize how he changes you, and you change with him! And he does not do anything for this, but just stays with you! You plunge into his WORLD, and he plunges into yours! It's like you are sailing together on the same boat, floating in the clouds. You feel the euphoria! The energy is pouring over the edge. At this moment you do not feel tired at all - at this moment it does not exist for you! At this moment even time slows down a lot! Happy people do not keep track of time! It is as if you are in another dimension!
But in order for a loved one to be "one's own", one must first find him among thousands of faces, "see him in the crowd"! We only need to be a little more attentive to each other and be constant. Many people lack attention and patience, loyalty and honesty, love and compassion! Only the soul can suggest the right path! But many people do not have intuition, they do not hear their heart, they wander like hares in the light of headlights, but they should have waited a little and everything would have found itself. It is possible that "your" person is near, but we do not try to see him, to understand his soul, to let him close to our heart. Many people are busy looking for material benefits to the detriment of spiritual benefits.
I love you, kiss you and miss you. Missing means I love you, means you're interesting, means you're important to me!
It seems to me that you're still afraid of something... You're afraid that all this that happened with us might disappear as suddenly as it started.
Tell me, is that true? If so, come to me and don't speak words with thoughts that show that things can change.
Speak as if we were already together. Speak as if we already live in a big house with a Christmas tree and a daughter. That's happiness! That's dreams that can come true! We just have to want it badly enough and then try to make it come true.
Published earlier on 08/04/2024.
© Copyright: Vladimir Yevtushenko 3, 2024
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