When people ask/listen to me about god or the world, economy, society, commerce, religion, politics, banking, or the universe. I tend to drift more to a double edged sword mentality. 

Making something good as well as bad. To point rather than accept. Hate rather than love. 

Quarrels with God and blessing are my big gripe of the day. Everyone so infatuated with, freewill. Yet if god created everything and everyone. Why does the feeling of the creator get lost. 50/50 should always be accounted for. 10 commandments if I were to break any. God should be accountable for half. 

Yet supposedly knew the story before I was. God's love and truth is the world's biggest tragedy.

Then there is prayer. Why is there a structures prayer? What if I say Jesus, muhommed, god, the almighty, creator above, johova. Why do the words matter this entity should know my feeling when I reach out. Not the word I choose. What racism a word makes to single this spirit to an identity.

Yet, still tragedy, misery, plauge, famine, death, ect. Humanity blames people victims and government's before god. 

Snapping a finger and erasing or blessing. Yet our shortcomings are the blessings, that can be taken or gifted.

We are like toys and not Andy's toys more like sid. Scared left for others to piece together only to hide and marvel at the new victims. 

I would like to see truth and faith and blessings. I just don't believe the words are good. That the power wants for me.

Don't get me wrong others blessings are their own. Others have some great position in the world. Yet hate-mongering, terror, misfortune, population control, viruses, war, ect. All get broadcast before great works. 

Like I said though double edged sword.

Schools, churches, food, religion, politics. If these things aren't blessings and curses with taxes not recognized, hidden only to corrupt, disguise, disillusion, destroy, those not willing to except the grip of the holy. 

The devil and God I truly don't separate the entity. The idea of two offers the perception of control over the 50/50. A weapon. To use to build laws and regulations. That confine and choke the life of society and people over and over. A story written and read over and over to punish and scar with glutinous intent. 

Stocking, punishing, and favoring, only to break the creator (himself) and society's masses very laws. 

Then pointing it was them they did it 

The story and favor you finish and sentence refreshed anew. Some don't get trials, a voice, or even truth. Heard only by deaf ears to keep the conviction that a savior will be. 

Might be offensive but god made me this way. Last I checked flowers animals and world's are deadly do we cut every flower calling it a sin . Or make the deadliest poison. Bias complete bias. If a point could be made true to government's, god, or another. Then why can others get 50 people and hatemonger the truth. 

Why does scars, insanity, plague or death loom over others. The creators love and truth make the paths so others will fail and then grow to hate everything the entity ever promised. Always half done like a bad job done. Even technology would say. We are watching. Processing our 1 and 0 , like your dollar and coin. Saying blame a circle or a rectangle. I love when dudes and bitches fight. Sex is not (inclusive in the last statement)

Almighty saying I need popcorn. Drop a nuke, maybe a few have taste.. 

Popping others life's with likes, while others say why has a friend not spoke in 10 years or my family never even writes hello. Like a distent relative that calls at funeral to pretend they remember you.

So world, god, or universe I don't hate you. You were made that way. Don't hate me. 50/50 it's probably god blessing you to say. Be angry, you need to find fix you. 

I don't need fixing. I do need accountability.

Accountability to say god made this life and limited choice. Only to not be truthful. That everything can view understand and derail humanities life. 

The universe and a phrase spoken by god races for to understand teaching and damned when another figures out it's how far up humanities ass he can be and how much will humanity do just to suffer from the design after. With no winner just favor of work, prayer, submission and absence of blessings and promises made. Tortured and damned for others to be blamed for nailing the coffin and burning remains.