So much of what I do is a reaction to fear..
Fear to love you; fear to lose you..
Inside these walls, fear to say out loud that I love someone else..
Fear to have received your love in return, and what would that life have looked like?
I know that love isn’t wanted now, so fear of rejection, check,.
Fear to fail, fear to succeed, you said it’s what froze me in my tracks..
You weren’t wrong..