We were out in the cold it started to mizzle within a short period,we found shelter standing under a building waiting for her cab to arrive at our spot under a building with luck we aren't drenched by cold water,the day was already dark the atmosphere felling relaxed and cold I managed to escort her through the cold weather sensing rain in the cold breeze swinging back and forth.
I couldn't help being baffled at her sudden excursions wanted her back as the evening was already cold, dark and she would be leaving my arms for the night on a trip.
      
        She mentioned earlier that a taxi was coming with her crew they were on a mission to an event, relating to her quest I sincerely didn't want her to leave and be gone for the day nevertheless my goodness considered that selfish of me it wouldn't help feeling that way, displeasing missing her but helpful when she's gone really would I miss her vibe and touch for a whole night.
         Solitary despising as she left my side leaving to places I knew less to mention, at that it seem to worry my humane it was something challenging to her most times she went on this trip, missed my miss while I stood by watching her depart.
  
  Seeing her to the cab stood around watching them zoom off in a green taxi the day was already dark couldn't see but heard numerous sounds of human as the taxi drove off.
     I came back to my abode felt motivated as I sniffed green aroma coming from a wise man pot he felt delighted knowing I was comfortable with the wet atmosphere also about my welfare took blunts from his it should least ease my thought for the day wanted to call her my phone felt sad with the thought in expect of hers,was in constant check if she left any message for me she would pop in ones in every blink as I sniff to my joint.
     I was getting set to finish an assignment making at least two copies of it making good for mine and best for hers all this occupied his thought as I sniff to the air once or twice, came out my bathroom after a warming bath felt refreshed at the atmosphere it seemed cold for more joint, oh İ recalled some needful. 
                              Making my assignment she supposedly crossed my mind this moment again and again sliding through my phone in mistrust if she left any message she gave no chills I felt a bit of relief seeing some couple of her pictures on her wall could've have been jealous of that it seemed more to her İ would go on presumably, these thought would come some time and alot I wouldn't prevent any sniffing hard on joints freely claiming she wasn't worth the stress or grief,
    Her actions would go miles breaking me inside it felt stupid describing this expressing them were unlikely of me lost thoughts concerning what we shared while we made promises to ourselves realized I was sick and she was drug far to strong for my ailment.
            She made me yearn for this was always alone and would crave to be with her that way we clownery joked around most time in my feeling, vividly recognise what she meant to me all these while killing these emotional state felt remorse for them she has always been nice to me I would run from these thought, its odd to conclude she didn't care feeling neglected or less important had to save her from my thought she could be thinking of me, I would go on to imagine that just to end the notion of losing her we felt amazing staying together far awesome from what we expect I never knew what I wanted realizing I wouldn't find the desire I seek from the outside or appreciated in celebration wasn't beloved by any.
  shouldn't I appreciate my effort or care for me in my deeds for her I always admired her to be happy even if we were apart, doubts about what we had and shared slowly filled my thought I needed her more likely than I would have preferred some other girl she didn't understand what I felt or had around her all this filled my illusions as I sniffed to my surrounding trying to figure how we got along, a lot happened I always loved her around she didn't cross the red lines she's still safe in those dead ends am growing we soaring.
drifting away from my thought it seemed more stupid thinking of losing what I still had, started both assignments trying hard to beat my best completing just mine before settling for hers although I had doubts making hers at first.