The day that I love you is the day that I'm nailed into you"

They say loving someone is not easy and it is like killing your own life to give someone the life he/she wanted to make her/him whole. Many would say, do not love unless you are ready to be hurt, but how? How can I refuse love? How can I refuse the beating of my heart? I am confuse, I am a little bit scared.

I feel it! I can feel the love from within but how can this heart refuse the thought of this rare feeling? Then I start to think of things to ease my feeling and started to recognize that love is an inevitible action over which nobody knows when to experience it; to love, to laugh, and to cry with it. 

I thought love is always happy, I thought love is always cheering each others up and lifting each others spirit, I did not know that it is also giving up something for someone you dearly love. Give up your ego, give up your selfish desire and give up your pride, that's what love is. 

Now, I realize what love truly is. It is not about gaining something from someone but giving your everything. That's what love is! It is then you finally realize that loving is gaining independence for yourselves and freeing yourself from the pain of the past and focusing the future together.