What do you want to happen now? If you exempt me, inhibit me, erase me, hide me, skip me, ignore me, leave me, hide me, silence me, step on me, blur me, distort me, make me invisible, alter me, sweep me away, disavow me, disavow me, You lie, you avoid me, you overshadow me. I disappear. The only way is disappearance.
The only answer is integration, inclusion, company, kindness, love, communication, caress, truth, assertiveness, hug, look, smile, joy, decision, health, compassion, understanding, sincerity, sweetness, authenticity.
You let yourself be carried away by rage. You hear the sour voices. You do looking only inward. You repeat without listening. You jump without conviction. You barely even dance anymore. The sadness of not knowing yourself accompanied by not wanting to see beyond a single navel. The sadness of not loving you accompanied by not knowing how to communicate. The helplessness of letting yourself be eaten by your bosses and only listening to what you want to hear from dirty and sour mouths that exclude out of fear those who look at you with such sweetness that their faces cry with love. The truth is not that way. The truth will never be in exclusion but in integration and acceptance. In understanding and sharing. The more borders you put up, the more walls you create around yourself. The lie becomes reality by listening to sour, exclusionary voices.
The fight continues. Inept wrinkles are just illusions. The beautiful thing is and will always be in the face of all kinds of empty attempts to love. The Magic is Me. I still have that breadth even if they want to hide it from me. The Magic is still Me. A year later with the same hopes I bathe my feet in your waters again. I leave behind all the bad things and the trips that have been put in my way during these twelve months. You don't have the power. The Magic is Me. And here I will continue with the truth and a smile as my flag no matter who it may be. As Extreydura says, "The truth only has one meaning, don't force me to deceive, if you believe all their lies, how empty you must be"
I will continue here. Shall we continue?
