Introducing his self as a young student sent to further his education had passion with less career he indeed was young to life needed much experience to build his human mind it was shaky and empty known less about life.
He's a student maybe we all are in terms of unknown experienced event happenings in time,with this feeling reality felt too exposed,this was his first experience staying out from his home needed experience.
Sometime our pleasures turn into pressure as we quest to ease every coming urge for satisfaction making ours in life come with prize we can't redeem back, snarling at wasted time that feeling of remorse would be considered misused, coming efforts felt as pressure to our daily routine seen to be our essence of survival.
Misused opportunity time wouldn't be that patient enough to wait even if he would have cried out, he needed less of such action so much more to consider and fulfill with less thoughts and mention of his goals he persisted until now.
Putting effort to the grind he consistently tried not to relent he was in for a 100k good life inscribed in his bones.