Hi everyone , I have been very busy lately. I started two new part time jobs,the first one is CDL Class A delivery driver because I have my Class A with full endorsements ( tanker/ hazmat, doubles & triples ) and my other job is a  field inventory Associate. I love the driving one the most. I drive a flatbed tractor-trailer combo. As you all know I am into cryptos, NFTs, and stocks, I going to talk about the Oneof platform which is a NFT platform geared towards famous people and young new artists hitting the music seen. Well the platform just came out with these drops that give you 5 free NFTs that have 5 new artists doing one of there songs. It is so cool and it is the first music NFTs that I own. I have listen to them and these artists are incredible, I think that in the future they will be worth a lot of money. This platform has given away a lot of NFTs, so far I have about 14 NFTs on it and I have not spend a dime. I even have a Doja Cat NFT, how cool is that! I also have a baseball player named Matt barnes, a slim girl comic NFT and a fully charged comic cover NFT. The platform has 4 different categories and they are : music, sports, lifestyle and TV & film. As long as you never move your free NFTs off of their platform, you will always get the free ones. Some more positives is that it has a wide selection and the site is pretty simple to use, I been on it for about 1.5 years now. I have not sold any NFTs yet, I do have a couple for sale right now. So you should go and check it out and sign up to it. It will notify you by email or text when they are doing free drops. My wife and I also got some pretty bad news yesterday too. Our little rat terrier named Diamond passed out and we think she had a stroke. She passed out and fall over and stopped breathing for about 30 seconds which felt like an eternity while it was happening. So we called the vet right after she woke up  and the vet told us to keep an eye on her and we got an appointment for her for yesterday and that was the one of the hardest days in my life. We got her as a rescue dog back in 2012, so we have had Diamond for 11 years now. Diamond is 16 years old and she is my wife's best friend and she thinks of Diamond as her daughter because she could not have children herself. We went to the vet expecting the vet to say yes Diamond had a stroke or maybe even a seizure. So the vet looked her over and took her to clip her nails and decided to do an ultra sound of her and that is when she found it. Diamond has once in awhile have had problems with being stiff with her back legs  and hard to get moving first thing. Just within the last 2 weeks my wife noticed she looked a little swelling in her back end. And Diamond has always been a little tender on her back underbelly so we really didn't think that this would be  the cause of what looked like swelling. Turns out she has an aggressive form of cancer and as it gets bigger and spreads she will get more bigger to eventually it will rapture causing internal bleeding and she will die from it. The vet also told us that  she has some decay on her spline that is causing Diamond pain all the time. Diamond has never shown any signs that she was in constant pain.  She is so old they are not even recommending removing it because they just don't know if she would survive the operation. The vet told us that they are predicting she only has about 3 more months left. My wife spend the rest of the day from that 9 am appointment just crying and what makes it worse is where ever my wife gets stressed and very emotional it sends her into a really bad flare up. Now she is very much in a flare up and is in great amount of fibro pain from her entire body. After being up all night just staring at her dog and holding her off and on she is finally gone to sleep. As i am writing this myself I am crying . Diamond came to us at a very difficult part of my wife's life. She just gotten sick and almost died herself and she just gotten her feeding tube to help her eat because of her stomach issues and just diagnosed with  fibromyalgia, and Multi-chemical Sensitivity. Diamond distracted my wife and give her something positive to focus on. She trained Diamond to sit, lay down and the most incredible one of all , to go potty on her tray on demand. She would say potty for pee and poopy for #2. Diamond has such  a big loving personality and is so playful. Because of my wife's health issues i have been the one to feed Diamond and clean her potty every day sometimes cleaning it twice a day. I have gotten very close to Diamond too and I am feeling a great loss already and not sure how I am going to handle when she actually passes. I have be there for my wife because she already deals with so much because of her health issues, I need to deal with this grieve now so that when she passes I can fully be there for my better half. This is extra hard for me because I just lost my sister to cancer 2 years ago now and my mother at 83 is a two time breast cancer surviver.  My mom's mother,  2 sisters and 1 brother all died from cancer all in their 40s. Now even our dog is going  that way too, it just is so hard to deal with. I keep asking the universe why they have did all this loss this way in my life and I have not gotten my answer yet. I am sorry for dumping this all on you guys, I think I just needed to vent a little so that I can be strong for my wife so thank you for listening to me talk and cry.  I am sorry for taking all the time up really just talking about our loss and not the platform. So please say a prayer for Diamond and I am hoping for a miracle. I have to go now, this is too much right now, time for me to go and get some cleaning done, I clean when I am emotional or stressed. So even know I am hurting from grief, I am going to leave on a positive note. May life bring you a smile, laughter and love.