Part III/ Trilogy
Enfin le sauvage
Its really the hardest thing in the world to watch your creations burn,
the worst of which has to be the embodiments of awesomeness that you have instilled in greatness.
The vast, massive, untamed, undefeated explosive energy of power exploding through you just begs to be used,
enough power to power the universe for ions and never run out, just keeps begging to command my silence.
The silence is disturbed by the difference that wants everything but cant take hold of anything really.
So I breath, watch the world go up in flames, it must be from which the phoenix in me keeps rising from the ashes, as do all my spirit animals.
Each one is always present and extremely special,
in disguise or not, my spirit animals are too powerful beyond measure
and they don't need conventional ties to me, they are me! I am them!
I can never condition myself from them,
I will always have them by my side multiplying my willpower whenever I feel at loss.
I love them, each one a special gift only they can give me and my vibration.
I've heard all too much that nothing really matters,
as for me love has to matter more than anything and everything else in existence.
If love skips out of my way because I do not have a dollar then I crave a different kind of love.
If the love changes for the worse as I face the illusions the brought forth, I then again crave a different kind of love.
If that love is conditioned on whatever choice of societal construct is present then I crave a different kind of love.
For it is not the kind of love I give, I do not deserve love that is superficial,
I don't think anyone does.
How I imagine dying everyday is because of the feeling of the lack of love in this world or at least where I am at.
Ill tell you the truth my dearest that I'd be blessed to have a companion who is more than me.
As the beautiful hues in the corners of my eyes get intense every single day,
I am reminded that the kind of love [foolishly] have for this world and beyond has shown me how I am able to walk through hell with a smile.
It is the kind of love that in all truths would create the same hell and walk through it for the ones I hold dear.
It is the kind of love that is really undefined, unconditioned, unlimited,
undefeated in just so much that nothing can stand in the way of standing in my love for who and what I believe in.
Its one thing to get played, its another thing to get played by love and life.
The love that says that "I went through that, so should you" is the kind of love I'll stay too far away from once this is all said and done.
The love that sees better but chooses to believe the influential constructs instead is the kind of love I never want to give.
I observe growth as love, I also observe that growth is strength against all odds.
A cell of growth everyday is by far better than no cell growth although growth or no growth, the same odds are present and increasing.
This Is the part that begs for my Zen, in that overcoming the odds and the conditioning, growth becomes one with me,
the odds will start becoming me, its nothing new.
In the expressions of the mind, a lot that wasn't is able to be, because of the power of the mind, able to limitlessly,
when coupled with effortlessness.
It all becomes a chemistry of flawlessness, just constant flow, centered with no limits, no pressure, no conditioning.
The creations going on in my head are by far the most absurd, but they are mine.
That which is sincerely mine, deserves my love, that which is mine deserves me.
As i get to the point that keeps an open mind, that attaches to nothing must be the one thing to silence my mind
and self torture as there are no justified resentments.
I do not see myself in the near future passing vibes lower than positive!!!
"Whereas there is no enemy within, the enemy without can do no harm"
🕉️♾️☯️
Supreme love and light
Happy Diwali!
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