When I turned 30 and realized I haven't accomplished any of the goals, hopes, and dreams I had set out to do. Turn 31 in a few months, unemployed, single, overweight with savings rapidly wasting away. I'm not suicidal but I just don't want to exist anymore. Waking up has become a sort of dull painful torture.

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When my son had more in his bank account at 10 than I do at 37.

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About 20 when I realized almost everything in life is a social game and you can't win a social game when you are socially silly. 36 now and I was right.

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When the pandemic happened. Mostly that proved to me it didn't matter how much money you had, the tiny hats could just lock you down and seal...

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