the beauty of misguided decisions.
I looked at the world in a different semtiment on a monday where the candles switched colors only for the masses to feel relieved and not left out. Seems like the past couple of months have pressured us to a false notion that we are riding a wave without us understanding how much it takes to ride. Suddenly every bit of information counted yet the decisions we choose to make are always lagging.
It will go back up! It is time to take advantage of a little dip in the waters so when the wave picks up we rise higher towards the crest. Our aim is to be on top. To surf the wave while smiling and showing off our skills to everything that sees us lacking and everyone that demands proof from us.
It rises and pushes and as we cling to it believing it will carry us on its own to its very top, we fail to realise how far down we actually are. A high we never felt was pushing us to feel and believe yet the wave still stands there. Taking the same people on a ride and dumping on others. While some will surf the top effortlessly we forget how many times they barely stood at its trough.
The sound of the markets moves your eyes and vibrates your body. Itching to climb on your board and surf the day away. The waves come and go but the riding is all on us no? Which wave do we choose. How did we decide the wave we are riding will be the one that conquers the day and makes us shine. So much effort seems to be neede yet we jump in thinking well make it.Is it the brightnes of the top that brings to us this desire to rush to it or is it our own false sense of confidence that convinces us that its as easy as the pro's make it to be.
I can look at books,waves and markets. Does that make me a writer,a surfer or a trader?
They do look nice when infront of you.eloquently presented through the words expressed, the movements of the ocean rising and dropping or the candles switching colors. The more uou read in the book the more you philosophise on its concepts. . The further you stand on the beach the prettier the waves would look. The more you stare at the internet the more you get sucked into its conceptualised beauty.
A reality behind a beautiful wave painted designed and utilised. Yet the show while enchanting shyes away from its truth, that facing that wave is facing your death. The reality that reading that book will put your previous thoughts to a test and pin rbem against their own death. Watching the charts will put your sense of confidence and challenge the bud of belief for the future you have dove in through yiur own survival or death within its world.
A bit of despair sometimes brings us to the honest facts of where our decisions come from. It mattrrs not how strongly i feel bit how strong my abilities are towards it. Even loce requires an understanding and time for processing. I would only imagine something that encompasses the world/the worlds minds/the worlds hearts.
We go back to sentiment.
Watching isnt enough is it? Its a lot easier to enjoy the waves,the books and the markets without actually interacting in them. Though who do we look for as a point of pride when we only discuss a view instead of an experience. How can the bare minimjm be enough for us to feel what we do when were ontop of the wave? In an intense chapter on a book or under a green candle on a screen
To ride the wave we have to step into the waters. To know the book you have to read it as if it mattered since every page is its own time. To feel the markets we have to make decisions with them/around them or through them.
Every decision so far has showed me how immature i could be. I can swim but riding waves is a different beast of an adventure. Books need an understanding but their decisions are harder than jumping a wave. And then the market takes over a different beast that screams every time its mistreated yet the concepts that made my life so far are easily forsaken, for the beauty it has shown me has become bigger than i imagined.
A beast is roaring and what a ride would it be if i was at the top
Ps. I love you guys. My goal was one person to hear me out. This new world were seeking is upon us. But i dont think its gona be given. I believe each of us should ,to our own individual vision, prepare for the responibility we should shoulder.
