As I sit here in the quiet,I can hear nothing but the ringing in my ears and a distant mower a couple yards down. My brain wants to scream but my mouth refuses. I'm lost inside myself today. Scared of what,I can't say,but yet there's a feeling that is trying to take over completely. I know that with the help of my God,I will overcome this once again,but it's that waiting for peace of mind that is the hardest part.