Here listen to a story of me, the rain, the beach as gorgeous as ever, and the pain and sadness which made me indifferent to some everyday boundaries.
Sometimes we suffer so much that we become indifferent to the consequences of our actions. Suffering is not always bad and sometimes it makes us fly.
One rainy afternoon I decided to leave for the beach to run a bit and forget the pain I was feeling.
It was one of those days when you want to shout something, but self-deprecating behavior prevents you to even acknowledge your own right to be hurt!
When we reached the beach, it was still raining. I got out of the car and suddenly, without paying attention to the people around me, caring if anybody was there or not, I took off the long dress I was wearing and put on my green windcheater instead.
I also took off my scarf as well and put on a stretch hat.
I wanted to be comfortable while running for once and not caring what the stupid rules say. I did not want to feel the extra burden of more clothes. I zipped my coat and started running without paying attention to anyone, practically getting far away from anyone and everyone!
Raindrops hit my face. The sea was striking the shore with beautiful waves and my feet touching the sand with such new enthusiasm. But more importantly, I felt immense lightness and vitality. It was different than ever and I was freer than ever, like flying…
Wow! How pleasant was such a sense of lightness! How good it is that sometimes a person is so angry and fiery that the anger causes her to cross some boundaries and fly.
How good it would be if we were not so afraid all the time and won’t blindly accept the restrictions they set for us. What is the worst thing that could happen?...
