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One step forward, two steps back.
One step forward, two steps back.

One step forward, two steps back.

We can say by metaphysics that our lives are planned and predictable, though seeing the events and situations in our lives in the reality of what they are ontologically there is no interpretation of them that implies greater meaning. From a nihilistic point of view we do not have any lives and there is no meaning. So this is about my views on life.


The Excuse

21 May 2022 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

 The invitation was either meant and come from the heart, Or it was only said for the purpose of public image, So that he could look good in front of the audience.  I was initially pleased and only too keen to accept, Meet, while away the hours over...

Lady

21 May 2022 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

Now that she is a Lady, She has ascended, No longer a mother, But more like a figurine carved in ivory, Which gives no reply.  

Dreams

19 Oct 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

Thin roughened skin, skin with spots, Black spots. Spots in my eyesight too, Purple spots when I’m swimming, White haze when I’m flying – I’m a crane fly, I will walk through your walls, I’m a bat I live in your rafters, I’m a dog, I sleep on a blank...

The Long Wait

19 Oct 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

I’ve done this before, Hours on a step, bag and bottle, Book, cigarettes and the urge to urinate.  The time presses on me like an injured albatross, Hanging and hovering in the air.  Cars rumble and screech their noisy traffic vibes, I’m a homeless m...

Old Letters

12 Sep 2021 2 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

I am disabled with a life long illness in such a way So that it is barely visible. I cannot tell ignorant people what my illness is, For fear that they will retort with abuse like ‘serial killer’, ‘retard’,’ rapist’. So I am forced by and large to ke...

Charon's Coins

25 Aug 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

“A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart.”                                                                                                 -Faust Where does Charon stash his coins? He gets paid doesn’t he? All the dead guys, their coins...

In-Between Years

10 Jul 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

When they were young, dressed in black rags, they sat on a wall outside the library, flashing green or purple hair, and done up in boots So that nobody could rob them. It was the weekly competition to see who had the better vibe for the newest most r...

Space

25 Jun 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

Tiny, tiny in comparison, Did the physicist float, His capsule like a minnow, In a giant moat.   ‘Oh hell, oh dear,’ I cried aloud, As I was tumbling over, Waking up in the ghostly wail, Far away from clover.   My life is over, I assumed, In this stu...

Lost Animal

26 Apr 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

On a long busy noisy urban road, Power lines and signs. A level railway crossing, An iron fence. People pass it, intently oblivious. Someone had been stuck in a room with a chimpanzee. But walking past, he stops at the iron fence. On the other side o...

Lost Animal

26 Apr 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Dove Grey

On a long busy noisy urban road, Power lines and signs. A level railway crossing, An iron fence. People pass it, intently oblivious. Someone had been stuck in a room with a chimpanzee. But walking past, he stops at the iron fence. On the other side o...