I was very upset at one time. I had a problem with my job, my life, and everything else. my heart was badly wounded one after another in one day.
Sometimes you want to shout, but you do not even allow yourself to moan. That's when just you cry inside. And sometimes you feel like life is a black hole that you ever wished you could sink deeper into because your heart is so unhappy and you like it to feel sadness on another level.
In the afternoon, I called my friends and said that I had some leftover food that I wanted to take for the dogs. Will you come with me? No one answered but one person.
It was late and we just went. I put bones and leftover food from all week in my backpack. I knew that dogs were probably very hungry especially in winter with less food in the streets.
I felt sorry for myself, but at least I had a shelter. When we reached the shore, I approached them with the joy that I wanted to feed a herd of poor dogs, and suddenly my eyes fell on a horrible scene.
One of the poor dogs was lying under a fence. And red blood flowed from the corners of her lips. Senseless, the poor thing was dead. It was like a hand grabbed my heart, pressed it hard and I stopped moving for seconds.
The poor dogs were standing on the other side, waiting for a small meal. They ran towards me and I had no choice but to move on. As usual, I put the food in a few places so that only the bullying dogs do not benefit from it and the smaller ones get something as well.
I was still heartbroken. My heart was still in a shock . It was as if there was no happiness left for me to grab that day. My friend and I went to the beach and I pretended that nothing had happened. We laughed and came back a few minutes later.
Even the sea could not wash away my sorrows.
In the middle of the road, I told her: I want to go see my tree, which I am always happy to see, and we went to my tree.
The magnificent tree was standing as a majestic creature up in the sky with not mush leaves left on it!
I got chills. This huge tree has no leaves and no comrades in this empty land, but it still stands here with greatness ... Who am I to give up in this life in front of you?
