It seems like a good day to create a new compound word, “Apologiveness”. Apologiveness means to apologize to and forgive yourself. It’s a great way to cleanse yourself of guilt and regret.
These are just some examples of what's weighing on me. Come up with some things to apologive yourself for.
I apologize to myself for not being as skilled as I think I should be at different things like web design, guitar, Spanish, etc. I also forgive myself for these “transgressions”.
I apologize to everyone I’ve judged. You’re all humans just like me and you don’t deserve my mental scrutiny. I also forgive myself for this.
I apologive myself for all the pain, anxiety and self judgment my mind has wrought.
I apologive myself for all the dumb things I’ve done.
I apologive myself for all times I fell short of my goals and expectations.
I apologive myself for all the perceived and actual wrongs I’ve done to myself and others.
I apologive myself for all those key moments I did (or failed to do something) and ruined my chances or screwed up a relationship with a girl. Ultimately these failures are in the past and don’t matter.
I apologive myself for letting friendships drift apart. Sometimes we’re just not the same people we used to be, and that’s actually a good thing that we drifted.
I apologive myself for not pursuing my dreams and leaving my hometown sooner. Safety and comfort kept me grounded but I don’t regret it because it got my sick of the 40 hour office grind, which I intend never to return to.
I apologize to myself for all my perceived wrongs and deficiencies and absolve myself of all guilt related to them.
I feel better already. How about you?