The summed up key lesson here is to get to know yourself, you are obviously not who you use to be and that will tell you so much of who you are now and point you in the direction that you really need to go. The path is clear, clean and set forth so obviously that you couldn't miss it even if you were blind or are you blinded? Great you had time dealing with what had you blinded, you have learned to tone it down bit by bit till it disappeared and it comes back again in variations so you learn to fix the the drip holes from too much letting through your aura. You learn so much and you loved the lessons, the extremes are sweet but now you are facing these earthly attachments.
One of my favourite singer/songwriter sings about how the world can disappear-wouldnt notice wouldn't care. After all that I have been through, all the beauties I've seen and what not after all that I come to a point of truly singing in one accord with her as she sings that the world can disappear, wouldn't notice wouldn't care, we can have our own universe right here in a blink of an eye just us. Me myself and I.
Now in that very state of mind I find the fuck I had been looking for for so long, that's the empty fuck that's left to give. There is care in that state right there, to not put it out twisted, everything and everyone else is in other states of my being. This is my favourite one, the one who asks why I keep finding myself back in these settings. For so long we have left and always found ourselves back here. Wondering when and what I'll have to do to let myself know that we are not wanted here. Time and time again we kick their masks off and still help them put them back. Hopefully tattoos will do the trick cos we had pretty much tried it all enough to know that the next one has to be hard. The writing we do now has to be harder! The going that will be done will get us too far, so far that it'd be a major inconvenience to ever come back. And yes these are my words to myself cos I don't get it. Maybe if I save it on the cloud or future mail myself and read it later I'll realize how fd up I had been. Hopefully I'll have better focus next time I read this, ain't about anything without. All about us. Always!
Supreme love and light
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