How does one just ‘let go’, when everything about someone is part of you ?

They haven’t moved away, or died, but maybe part of you has died without them..it feels that way..

Being without someone who made you laugh and smile and think and yes, cry sometimes..it creates a painful hole in your heart; a hole only they can fill, of course..

Move on, let go, time will heal, they say..are they so sure?

Mistakes were made, words spoken that can’t be taken back..things can change in just an instant, it seems..

days were sunny and hearts skipped a beat..how can that still happen after knowing someone for so long? Must’ve been love…

A sunny day is somewhat dimmer now…no blaze of hope, or anticipation, or looking forward to hear that voice, or see that smile, telling about our day, or what we bought and sold, or who won the game

It doesn’t matter what the weatherman says, there’s a gloom that has settled over everything. Don’t know if or when or how it will lift.