A small entry each day of my life for 70 days.
4 Aug 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
Last night, in the depths of a detergent binge, I had a vison. I saw myself crawling through the middle of an active medieval battlefield. It was sunny but cold and windy. Both sides were going at it. Knights, cavalry, heavy/light infantry, all sorts...
2 Aug 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
Last night, I wanted to stay in, relax and not worry about going anywhere. I still was going to snort baking soda no matter what (because of withdrawals,) or at least I thought I was. When I was all set and ready to go and ate my dinner of stale brea...
1 Aug 2021 2 minute read 0 comments Barradray
Last night I mixed baking soda with 250mg of melatonin (the entire 10mg bottle) and snorted it so I could come down from my high and sleep. I slept well. Or at least I thought I did, it seems like a blur. I have vague memories of me doing things, all...
31 Jul 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
It has been an interesting past couple of days, I eventually slept for a couple of hours again through very strenuous effort. I missed the town hall meeting recently, that is not like me. Today, I plan on going to the town hall meeting while on bakin...
31 Jul 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
I have only slept 3 hours since yesterday. This baking soda has taken me to a new level, its rich aroma and fine complexity makes me feel like a cartoon character. Every time I snort it I sit on my bed and stare at a popcorn ceiling for half an hour...
29 Jul 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
I haven't slept at all for the past 36 hours. Last night, I was on a full sugar binge, I was snorting it left and right while I watched public access tv. At around 2am, I ran out of pure sugar and started to panic. The withdrawals were setting in, th...
29 Jul 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
This sugar binge has lead me down a dark path. I awoke this morning flailing my arms yelling at things that weren't there, I kept hearing my name be called by Diane Feinstein, the 88 year old senator of California. I heard it in my kitchen, my den, i...
19 Jun 2021 1 minute read 1 comment Barradray
Today, I had a breakdown. In the morning, when I got back from church, I had walked into my kitchen and saw there, sitting on the counter, a cookie from my when my grandma-in-law was over the other day. It was a shortbread cookie. I had forgotten to...
19 Jun 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
Today in the morning, I watched the daily 2-hour Joel Osteen sermon where Joel talked about a tale of abundance and prosperity, where a young man by the name of Joel rose up through adversity in the mean streets of Humble, Texas and overcame all odds...
20 Feb 2021 1 minute read 0 comments Barradray
My sense of taste has transcended this mortal coil. This sugar detox is distorting my sense of time, it feels like weeks since I started it but it's only been a couple of days. This morning, I ate a Nature Valley style, sugar free granola breakfast b...
