Sirwin
Sirwin

Day 9. Breakdown.


Today, I had a breakdown. In the morning, when I got back from church, I had walked into my kitchen and saw there, sitting on the counter, a cookie from my when my grandma-in-law was over the other day. It was a shortbread cookie. I had forgotten to throw it away. I swore I did when I was doing a full clean up of my house after my in-law left, but there it layed on the center of the table, mocking me. I started yelling at it, calling it every name in the book. This is where I had the breakdown. Something came over me...I ferociously grabbed the cookie and ate it. I had been on a sugar detox for a while now and it broke as soon as I took the first bite, but I didn't care, it was almost instinctual. I had the taste for sugar again. I tore threw my kitchen looking for any sugar products, devouring them. I kept eating any sugar in sight. I felt ashamed for a little bit but I didn't care anymore after a while. I want to feel the sugar. 

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